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Got offered a better position at Specialty's Bakery where James works.
Turned it down in pursuit of school.
Wasn't even sure if I'd get the money to go, but knew it was the better opportunity of the two.
Found out yesterday that I have more than enough to go.
I could have some extra money for living expenses, which is wonderful.
Also found out today that my L&I claim went through and was approved.
So, I can start physical therapy soon.
Long story short, life is nothing short of perfect right now.
I quit the big T in 3 weeks and then will be moving back in with Mom and Tony, once again.
Not too enthused, but I don't have to work while going to school so it will be worth it.
On a different note, lately I have been thinking about Matt again.
It's easier to not think about what happened all together, but lately it's been hard.
I always think about him and about when I'm getting the tattoo and where. He keeps popping up in my unconscious. He's more of a feeling. It's not necessarily that I keep remembering moments or dates, but I feel his presence. It's usually when I'm alone and doing something non-nonchalant.
When I listen to something that resembles him, all I can think about or feel rather, is him. I swear to god, every time I listen to Brand New I feel his presence in some form. Maybe it's just the thought of him but it practically made me cry when I realized that I would be quitting the day before the Walk for Suicide on Greenlake next month. Which had I not been able to quit, wouldn't have been able to go more than likely.
Funny how things are.
You sense someone who's not there
You get a better offer right when you don't need it.
You get more than enough right when you don't need it.
You find the same amount of struggles or hardship on the other side of the greener grass.
Turned it down in pursuit of school.
Wasn't even sure if I'd get the money to go, but knew it was the better opportunity of the two.
Found out yesterday that I have more than enough to go.
I could have some extra money for living expenses, which is wonderful.
Also found out today that my L&I claim went through and was approved.
So, I can start physical therapy soon.
Long story short, life is nothing short of perfect right now.
I quit the big T in 3 weeks and then will be moving back in with Mom and Tony, once again.
Not too enthused, but I don't have to work while going to school so it will be worth it.
On a different note, lately I have been thinking about Matt again.
It's easier to not think about what happened all together, but lately it's been hard.
I always think about him and about when I'm getting the tattoo and where. He keeps popping up in my unconscious. He's more of a feeling. It's not necessarily that I keep remembering moments or dates, but I feel his presence. It's usually when I'm alone and doing something non-nonchalant.
When I listen to something that resembles him, all I can think about or feel rather, is him. I swear to god, every time I listen to Brand New I feel his presence in some form. Maybe it's just the thought of him but it practically made me cry when I realized that I would be quitting the day before the Walk for Suicide on Greenlake next month. Which had I not been able to quit, wouldn't have been able to go more than likely.
Funny how things are.
You sense someone who's not there
You get a better offer right when you don't need it.
You get more than enough right when you don't need it.
You find the same amount of struggles or hardship on the other side of the greener grass.