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Dec 10, 2007 15:53

 I don't really know what to say right now...
I found out today that my old friend Klinton is dying...I mean, I knew he had tumors and I knew he was sick, but this week he took a turn for the worst.
They've only given him days to live...

I haven't seen him in years but he married this girl I grewup with, they met through our church...
They have two beautiful children and it just makes me so utterly sad and hopeless.
Everyone in that family is young.
Klinton's only twenty something, same with Elizabeth, and their kids are 5 and under.
God, it's just not fair.
It's not ok at all..I don't know what to do, I wish there was something I could do.
I think of the whole circumstance and everything that's about to happen and it just makes me sick.
It makes me so sad.
I can't stop trying to ask God questions but I never get clear answers.

I'm tripping over everything, I just don't know what to think.
He is so sweet and I just remember talking to him and hugging him and now he's sick.
I see pictures on his and hers' myspace and he's so pale, he's like a ghost now.
He used to be so vibrant and full of life...it's so weird to see him like this, to see him in a hospital bed, it's just not right.
I'm questioning a lot in my life right now, and this all just makes me question stuff even more.

Praying is the only thing I can do right now I suppose...

As far as my life goes, it's done a complete 180 almost.
my moms' getting married apparently.
I'm not happy about it at all.
She's moving out and in with him; Jen, Candance, Josh and I are moving into my old house.
Thought I would transfer starbucks but people keep pleading with me to stay in Seattle, so I'll be commuting.
My boss talked me into it, which didn't take much.
Our DM and RM absolutely love me apparently and he said they'd be devastated if they lost me.
Maybe they should consider paying me more then, just kidding.

I'm finally warming up to Seattle and I really don't want to move back to Puyallup.
I have friends and I'm really starting to get to know people.
It's becoming one of those things where I'm seeing tons of people I know on the streets now, and I like that.
I like it, and I like everyone I've met.
Everyone's pretty rad and I don't want to leave them.
Which is part of the reason I'll be commuting, I know I'm gunna get sick of it real fast, but my boss and I mutually decided to play it by ear and just see how it goes for a while.
When I think about it, it's not really worth it, but I have more opportunity working up there.
I don't want to move : (
Seattle's way too expensive.

I'm hoping in some strange twisted act of a miracle that Klinton will be ok and live through all this, god I'm hoping.
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