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Sweet jesus, where to fucking begin...
well first off, life's amazing.
I just got a 2nd job at Trade Secret as a receptionist.
I'm just going to pull double shifts a few days a week to make some extra mulaaaa, even though I'm perfectly ok.
Backup I suppose.
I'm making mass friends it feels like and well, I don't know if I want to move back home.
We shall see...
Still unsure about my "status"
I don't want anything serious but it looks as though that's what it would be, ahhh someone shoot me, I'm gunna fuck this up too.
anyway...
Saw Mr. "so & so" tonight...it was so amazing.
I miss him from the deepest corner of my heart.
It's been far too long since I've seen the boy, and well, my heart misses him quite a bit.
He gave me the most amazing hug that made smile pretty damn big.
Also gave me one of those stares where I kind of just wanted things to be the way they used to be.
goddamn I feel old.
My 19th birthday's in a week and well, I couldn't be more excited.
It gives me a fucking reason to be happy.
Not that I'm not, it just gives me a reason to be happier at work.
anyway, the bro and I are going to our aunts for turkey day and then to mom's for more turkey.
then it's back up to seattle cause I open on DAT.
i'm not excited at all.
tell me why I am still giddy from tonight?
oh yea, maybe it's because Waseem and I went to dinner together too.
I'm going to miss him so much...He leaves for colorado then cali for 3 weeks.
He's going to Russia next year too, which I am not excited for.
Him and I are on our lonesome since Cherrisa left and well, since they brokeup...
But him and I still have a relationship.
He knows me through and through and he knows my family, I love people like that.
anyway, Seattle's good.
I'm a happy girl for the most part.
Little things about this whole world have been really getting under my skin lately, but I'm trying not to let it get the best of me.
I can try and change things, but more than likely nothing will ever get solved.
anyway...my throats killing me just watching and reading as I type this.
I blame it on starbucks.
At this rate, I won't have anymore vocal chords by march.
well first off, life's amazing.
I just got a 2nd job at Trade Secret as a receptionist.
I'm just going to pull double shifts a few days a week to make some extra mulaaaa, even though I'm perfectly ok.
Backup I suppose.
I'm making mass friends it feels like and well, I don't know if I want to move back home.
We shall see...
Still unsure about my "status"
I don't want anything serious but it looks as though that's what it would be, ahhh someone shoot me, I'm gunna fuck this up too.
anyway...
Saw Mr. "so & so" tonight...it was so amazing.
I miss him from the deepest corner of my heart.
It's been far too long since I've seen the boy, and well, my heart misses him quite a bit.
He gave me the most amazing hug that made smile pretty damn big.
Also gave me one of those stares where I kind of just wanted things to be the way they used to be.
goddamn I feel old.
My 19th birthday's in a week and well, I couldn't be more excited.
It gives me a fucking reason to be happy.
Not that I'm not, it just gives me a reason to be happier at work.
anyway, the bro and I are going to our aunts for turkey day and then to mom's for more turkey.
then it's back up to seattle cause I open on DAT.
i'm not excited at all.
tell me why I am still giddy from tonight?
oh yea, maybe it's because Waseem and I went to dinner together too.
I'm going to miss him so much...He leaves for colorado then cali for 3 weeks.
He's going to Russia next year too, which I am not excited for.
Him and I are on our lonesome since Cherrisa left and well, since they brokeup...
But him and I still have a relationship.
He knows me through and through and he knows my family, I love people like that.
anyway, Seattle's good.
I'm a happy girl for the most part.
Little things about this whole world have been really getting under my skin lately, but I'm trying not to let it get the best of me.
I can try and change things, but more than likely nothing will ever get solved.
anyway...my throats killing me just watching and reading as I type this.
I blame it on starbucks.
At this rate, I won't have anymore vocal chords by march.