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My last post was a year and 3 months ago. Scary. So I find myself here on this Wednesday evening (Thu morning) sitting at my computer thinking where it all went wrong. Sure, there are some good things that have occurred in the past year, but also some incredibly horrible things. I looked a few posts back in my journal and saw I just made a list of things and when I remembered something else I logged back in and edited the post. So now I shall do the same thing again. Hopefully writing this helps me get over some things I probably never will...
Became great friends with Matt
Started hanging out with Leigh frequently
Became a supervisor at work (yeah in Dec 2007 when I wrote "I'm moving out" I wasnt in charge)
Lost large amounts of hair and am going bald @ 23
Moved out of my parents house for 9 months only to move back in
Moving back out March 30th to the same apartment I left, for $300 cheaper
Shattered a Mac laptop for bitchin fun
Became friends with Kosick
Started hanging out with Aleen
Went on 4 trips to Atlantic City with friends
Parents bought a house in Florida which is bitching - on my 2nd trip there next week
Got another dog (rescued) named Teddy who is crazy but awesome
Made some movements on "true friends" and got rid of some assholes
Went to Boston for my first time in 6 years (last time was with the band in high school)
Found the ALMIGHTY Sonic Burger in NJ and in FL (5 min from my house!)
Went on FOUR work trips: Miami, Orlando, San Antonio, Minneapolis - saw crazy things!
Got my first Mac laptop
Got a new bitchin car with a bitchin stereo system that set me back $2k on top of my $25k loan
Found out my sister is a horrible person who I will never be close with ever again
Found out my brother is really a man whore
Decided I cant deal with my mother anymore
Finally truly forgave my father for the years of mental abuse, despite the still-apparent consequences of his actions
Learned how to pack my memories in to a few boxes
Learned how to love myself for me
Learned how I really do need balance in my life
Learned despite failing in school, I do have the will to succeed and WILL finish college before I'm 26
Learned some people (Andre) can pretend to be your friend to your face but all along are thieves
Learned a crazy manager can actually terminate 13 employees in one year
Learned I am able to handle the worst of situations with crazy people
Getting this all off my chest just seems amazing. I am looking forward to my vacation, moving back out, having good times with friends, finishing college, getting out of Best Buy retail, continuing having FUN while I'm young, not letting a woman ruin my life, finding a new love.
Good bye 2007 posts...hello 2009...hopefully onward is as bright as it feels right now.
Became great friends with Matt
Started hanging out with Leigh frequently
Became a supervisor at work (yeah in Dec 2007 when I wrote "I'm moving out" I wasnt in charge)
Lost large amounts of hair and am going bald @ 23
Moved out of my parents house for 9 months only to move back in
Moving back out March 30th to the same apartment I left, for $300 cheaper
Shattered a Mac laptop for bitchin fun
Became friends with Kosick
Started hanging out with Aleen
Went on 4 trips to Atlantic City with friends
Parents bought a house in Florida which is bitching - on my 2nd trip there next week
Got another dog (rescued) named Teddy who is crazy but awesome
Made some movements on "true friends" and got rid of some assholes
Went to Boston for my first time in 6 years (last time was with the band in high school)
Found the ALMIGHTY Sonic Burger in NJ and in FL (5 min from my house!)
Went on FOUR work trips: Miami, Orlando, San Antonio, Minneapolis - saw crazy things!
Got my first Mac laptop
Got a new bitchin car with a bitchin stereo system that set me back $2k on top of my $25k loan
Found out my sister is a horrible person who I will never be close with ever again
Found out my brother is really a man whore
Decided I cant deal with my mother anymore
Finally truly forgave my father for the years of mental abuse, despite the still-apparent consequences of his actions
Learned how to pack my memories in to a few boxes
Learned how to love myself for me
Learned how I really do need balance in my life
Learned despite failing in school, I do have the will to succeed and WILL finish college before I'm 26
Learned some people (Andre) can pretend to be your friend to your face but all along are thieves
Learned a crazy manager can actually terminate 13 employees in one year
Learned I am able to handle the worst of situations with crazy people
Getting this all off my chest just seems amazing. I am looking forward to my vacation, moving back out, having good times with friends, finishing college, getting out of Best Buy retail, continuing having FUN while I'm young, not letting a woman ruin my life, finding a new love.
Good bye 2007 posts...hello 2009...hopefully onward is as bright as it feels right now.