Title: Failure
Starring: Kangin, Siwon (KangWon), Yunho (DBSK), Onew (SHINee)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, Romance, Angst
Warnings: Yaoi (boyxboy romance), Sex, Rape
Words: 4,781
A/N: Written for kyuhaexd on livejournal.com as a request ^^
It's something every Korean man has to go through. Many say it makes you tough and strong, but Siwon wasn't interested in that. He visited the gym almost daily and knew he was stronger than most, so why would he want to go to the military? There was no way he could avoid his enlistment though and so he watched as his hair was cut even shorter. Everything would be fine, he kept telling himself this as he gripped the straps of his large bag that hung over his shoulder and rested on his back. His eyes darted over the grey empty walls while following a higher ranked officer to his new room.
A room he would have to share with five others for the next two years. Well, most would leave before him and eventually he would be the senior of their barrack, but right now he was the newbie. It made him on edge, of course he had heard dozens of stories about male competition in the military and therefore kept on a straight face as he entered the room. Five men stared at him instantly, all on their own bunks minding their own business, because here you had so little time for yourself that you cherished every spare minute you had.
"Who are you?" One of them suddenly jumped down from his top bunk and folded his arms.
"Choi Siwon." Siwon replied shortly, wondering if this was the senior of the barrack. As the others kept silent the tall male figured the one before him indeed was the leader of their pack.
The man looked him up and down obviously judging his physique and possible use in their team. Siwon felt relieved when he saw the other gave a small nod, seemingly satisfied with Siwon's height, his broad shoulders and the muscles of his arms making his shirt a bit too tight.
"The name is Kim Youngwoon, leader of this barrack. You will follow my commands and will get punished if you disappoint me." Kangin made it pretty clear he wasn't a softie.
Siwon nodded in understanding and watched how the other four slowly came over to introduce themselves. They were friendly, glad that they had a sixth person on their team, because that meant they had better chances of winning the barracks competition this weekend. This made the tall male frown, he had no clue whatsoever what these barracks competitions were.
As he placed his bag on the last empty bed one of his roommates told him how they trained during the week and then had small tests in the weekend, disguised as barracks competitions. The officers and generals would rank the barracks according to their performance individually and as a team. That's why you had to do your best during the week, to pick up whatever new skill or information they threw at you so you could use it during the weekend.
That sounded logical so Siwon nodded once more. He hadn't said a lot even though he was usually a very easygoing man. It was awkward being the new guy and having no idea what would happen the next morning. It was Sunday evening meaning tomorrow a new week would start and Siwon was determined to show everyone how competitive and serious he was about this.
The first night Siwon hardly slept. He kept staring at the ceiling while listening to the snoring of the other men. He had never shared a room with so many males before, but it didn't bother him. The only one who made him nervous was Kangin, the strict leader who had been watching him closely the entire evening while the others tried to give him a quick 'military rules 101'. The leader was asleep and probably the loudest one snoring with his mouth wide and leg hanging from the top bunk across Siwon's. The tall male figured for Kangin to open up to him Siwon had to prove himself worthy first. It was only natural and though Kangin had approved of his athletic body, the tall male would show the other how truly athletic he was during the upcoming days.
"Left, left, left right left!"
Siwon stared at the man before him with the general's loud voice roaring in his ears. Marching was probably one of the most tiring things yet, walking stiffly with a gun pressed against your body for miles and miles. You weren't allowed to talk and would get a smack on the head if you broke the rhythm of the march. All had to be in sync, but luckily for Siwon he had a sharp concentration level and was able to endure the fast marching until the end.
"Siwon! Come over here." One of his roommates called out for him when he lowered his rifle and rubbed the back of his aching neck. He smiled and gladly took the bottle of water the other offered. He had noticed that once they were allowed to have a little recess, all the men automatically grouped with their barrack. It wasn't normal to try and talk to men outside of your team and so Siwon followed that unwritten rule, listening to the complaints of his roommates.
"Where's Kangin?" Siwon asked using the man's name he had been given the moment he stepped foot in this military base. Most of his teammates had names different from their own; Uknow and Onew were the other two who preferred to use their other name.
"Don't know, probably taking a crap." Yunho replied with a shrug.
Siwon chuckled and gulped from his bottle, eyes glancing to the side where he saw Kangin nearing him and the others. Casually the oldest of the barrack fastened his belt to which Yunho grinned saying he was right after all.
"Okay ya lazy bunch, get on your feet, we're going to practice some more." Kangin clapped his hands and the others scurried onto their feet as commanded. Siwon followed suit, wondering what was going to happen next.
Later the tall male climbed into his bed and groaned in pain. His whole body was aching and he didn't even have any energy left to undress. He had not been prepared to carry tree trunks like that, his shoulders were scraped and probably bruised. This was just the first day though, Kangin had been grinning at him ever since they got back to the base, stating Siwon was going to break even before the barracks competition.
Pfft. What a thing to say, Siwon was not a man who gave up that easily. But his body hurt a lot and thanks to Onew's bodygag by jumping on Siwon's back to get a piggyback ride, Siwon was so damn tired that he fell asleep immediately.
That was pretty much how every day ended; the rest of his barrack getting ready for bed and minding their own business with Siwon succeeding in wiggling his pants off, throwing his shirt on the ground after climbing up the little ladder to his bed ,and he was always the first to fall asleep. Kangin remembered his first few weeks at the base and let Siwon be, because he knew how tough it was to get used to this lifestyle.
"Alright, get up, NOW!" Kangin's roaring woke Siwon suddenly, the tall male quickly turned in his bed with wide eyes, watching how the other four men groggily stood. Siwon was last to join the line of waiting men and received a warning glare from their leader.
"Today it's Saturday, 06:00 hours, and we are going to win today's barracks challenge, understood?!"
The five men nodded once, voicing that they understood completely and giving a sharp salute. Honestly, Siwon thought Kangin would make a good general were it not for the fact the male liked to drink booze every night. Surprisingly Kangin never woke up with a hangover, truly something admirable. What was also admirable about this man was his confidence, his arrogance and trust in others that motivated everyone to do their ultimate best. Siwon knew behind that stern layer Kangin hid a softer side - or so he hoped?
"You better not screw this up" One of his teammates muttered at him when they lined up outside in their uniforms to accept this week's challenge. The tall male frowned, of course he didn't want to screw up, he wanted to win! But he was new and the longer he stared at all the confident men the more his mind began to wonder: would it really be that bad not to win? Wasn't second place good as well? No, he couldn't think like that, they were going to win!
To Siwon's misery the challenge involved carrying large tree trunks from the woods to an appointment spot near the base. The barrack who could bring the most tree trunks would win. Of course the generals also judged on the length and diameter of the trees, meaning Kangin wanted the largest and thickets trunks out there. The only one confident to win was their leader, but Siwon gritted his teeth as he heaved the trunk with his teammates, determined to do his best.
It was going fairly well until Onew almost slipped in the mud. Siwon called out to be careful only to really slip and fall himself. With one person less to carry the trunk - not to mention Siwon was the strongest after Kangin - the others immediately struggled to keep the large wooden cylinder from falling.
"God damn it, Choi! Get yer ass up!" Kangin yelled angrily from the back while Siwon was at the front with Onew.
The tall male wiped the mud from his face so he could see without his eyes burning too much. His hands had become slippery from the brown substance and made it even harder to balance the trunk on his shoulder. All of them groaned and huffed while carrying the trunk down a muddy trail in the wood, trying not to slip and fall or else they would fall behind even more. Once they reached the base and lowered the trunk, Siwon hissed in pain as Kangin punched his arm. A fiery glare was sent his way before he quickly ran after his teammates. They succeeded in carrying two more trunks, but had Siwon not almost slipped again perhaps they could have managed one more.
When the barracks had to line up again to hear the results, all were panting, dirty from their own sweat and the dirt from both the ground and the trunks. Siwon tried to catch his breath, heart thumping loudly against his chest, but it skipped beat when he heard his barrack hadn't won. In fact, they hadn't even placed in the top three. They were near the bottom, something that made Kangin furious and his teammates anxious.
Though Kangin hadn't said a word to any of them while they returned to their room, Siwon watched with nervous and uncertain eyes as the others quickly grabbed clean clothes, towels and fled from the room. Kangin's powerful aura drove Siwon to the back of the room, hearing the man locking the door. So this was what his teammate had warned him about, don't screw up, because Kangin would punish you good.
"You know what I do to those who bring shame on my barrack?"
Siwon gulped harshly, body freezing as Kangin slowly neared him. He felt like a small animal, watching with large eyes how his predator crept closer. Surely Kangin wouldn't eat him, but by the punch he had received earlier today he was well aware the leader could hurt him pretty badly. Was Siwon even allowed to put up a fight? Perhaps it would make his position that more unstable.
"N-No, sir." Siwon finally replied.
"Tch. I punish them, humiliate them, break them." Kangin scowled at Siwon's stutter, highly disappointed that this broad and taller male seemed to be scared already.
Siwon's eyebrows raised to his hairline; humiliate and break them? That didn't sound like anything the tall male wanted when he didn't even know what kind of dark ideas roamed Kangin's head.
"Why, you might wonder? So I can rebuild them and get rid of that sappy shit, the crap that makes them think getting second place is good enough." Kangin spat harshly and finally reached Siwon who pressed himself against the wall.
Fingers grabbed his dirty shirt, pulling him from the wall until Siwon was face to face with a glaring Kangin. Automatically his hands reached up and tried to pry the other's hand away, something that made Kangin grin. Seemed like the newbie had some willpower left after all. That would make it that much more pleasurable for the leader to shatter Siwon's pride.
Most nights in any barracks there are the rustlings of men taking care of their business, under sheets and the cover of darkness. Siwon had walked in on his teammates jerking off a few times already, but thought nothing of it seeing as they simply opened their eyes to see who had joined them and then went back to grunting and fisting their pulsing dicks. It was a way to get rid of the frustration, but Siwon didn't want to believe there was actual intercourse going on between straight men at military base. With Kangin dropping his pants and presenting him his flat cock, Siwon knew his leader was going to prove him wrong and show him exactly how things work around here.
"This is my barrack and you will do as I say, got it?" Kangin's voice was low and threatening, breath falling on Siwon's parted lips as the tall male tried to not choke on his spit with the dangerous look in the other's eyes.
"Yes." Siwon spoke softly, almost afraid to speak, but he knew Kangin was waiting for a reply.
A hand suddenly found his cheek, leaving a bright red print. It had startled Siwon quite a bit, he gasped and reached up to cover his glowing and stinging cheek.
"Yes, what?" Kangin narrowed his eyes and enjoying the tingling feeling in the hand he had used to slap the other.
"Yes, sir!"
The leader suddenly stepped back and out of his trousers and boxers. He began jerking himself, a wolfish grin spreading on his face as Siwon stared and blushed. What was he doing?! This couldn't be happening, it wasn't happening, Kangin, he just, what? On his knees?
"Don't give me that dumb look; I said: 'get on your knees!'" Kangin sighed in annoyance and gave Siwon a push.
The tall male slummed back against the wall, his legs like jelly in his overwhelmed state of mind. He slid down the wall, ending on his butt with a small whimper. Since when could another man make him feel so weak and so small? Kangin was practically towering over him even if Siwon was taller. But now that he was on the ground, Kangin stepped forward and decided this would do as well.
"Hmmff!" Siwon jerked when Kangin pressed his cock against his face. His first reaction was to turn his head away, but a hand on his head made it clear he wasn't allowed to do such a thing.
Kangin's barrack, Kangin's orders; open up, wide.
With his eyes tightly shut Siwon gave way to the other's cock, feeling it slip past his lips and stretching his jaw wide. Kangin was hung and very thick as well, it was something Siwon couldn't handle in just one go. Pretty soon he gagged and reach up to grasp Kangin's hips, trying to stop the other from pushing his cock down his throat.
Kangin grinned and didn't stop, this was part of the punishment after all. If the tall male had performed better than he wouldn't have to be in this situation right now, they could be drinking beer and cheering, but right now only Kangin was going to enjoy himself.
He growled low and humped hard into Siwon's mouth, holding the other's head still with his rough hands. Siwon's mouth opened up though unwillingly and took all of him, accepting his thick cock nearly gagging him with every forceful push. Kangin found a rhythm he liked and fucked Siwon's throat, used it, enjoyed it. He was in no rush to come so Siwon would plead for him to shoot already. Not that the other was able to with his mouth filled like that, Kangin knew this and eventually got bored of Siwon's mouth. He pulled back and gave Siwon a slap in the face with his wet cock, snickering as the other panted and tried to avoid his pulsing member.
As Siwon eyed the other's erection Kangin told him to turn around and bent over. Like hell! Siwon shook his head wildly, if he bent over, his pucker would be almost inviting him to plunge his dick inside. The tall male didn't want that, he felt more scared than anything else.
"Bend the fuck over or I'll beat you up and force you into the position myself." Kangin growled and was already reaching out to grab Siwon's arm, but the tall male quickly scrambled to his feet to turn around and held onto the metal bar of the bunk beneath his own.
Kangin was overpowering him greatly. It felt like the other had a gun pointed at him and could do whatever he want, because Siwon didn't want to lose his life just yet. But in fact something else was pointing at him and it teased his trembling body after Kangin's rough hands removed Siwon's dirty pants and boxers.
"Fist your cock real slow till I'm ready to come, then you're going to jerk yourself of until you feel like coming, but I want you to let go of your cock at the last second and let it come on its own, understood?" Kangin sounded like he had ordered this before and it made Siwon wonder just how many of his roommates had gone through the same thing that was currently happening to him.
"Y-Yes, sir." Siwon replied harshly, his throat hurting from Kangin's rough treatment and he used one hand to grab his soft member. He would need to concentrate a lot if he'd want to be able to come in this situation.
As this was still a punishment Kangin didn't use any lube or preparation for the pretty tight ass that he was about to penetrate. This wasn't to satisfy his sexual urges either, Kangin was not a gay man, simply a strict one who knew this was one of the best ways to show those in his barrack who was boss. And like a boss he would plow all who failed his expectations.
He grabbed Siwon's hips, felt the other tense immediately and pushed his member in between the trembling ass cheeks. With a groan he forced his thick member inside, mouth opening the more of him disappeared. God damn, this man was tight, truly a virgin whose cherry he had just popped. Siwon cried out in pain, gritting his teeth, clenching his jaw and everything else to keep quiet, because if someone was to walk in on them he wouldn't know what to do.
The embarrassment would kill him, what would they all think? That Siwon was the base's fucktoy? That Siwon actually had offered himself to Kangin to get his ass fucked as roughly as possible? The thoughts alone brought tears to his eyes that rolled over his flushed cheeks. At least Kangin couldn't see his face, that would only make things worse and the pain displayed on his face would surely satisfy the other.
"Ngh, you've fucked with a guy, have you?" Kangin asked in between deep thrusts that left Siwon gasping and whimpering.
The man's words were adding to Siwon's embarrassment, of course he hadn't fucked a guy before! And not been fucked by one either! He wasn't gay for crying out loud, yet this man had his cock deep in his ass and was making his blood rush to the arousal in his hand that Siwon stroked slowly as ordered.
"No!" Siwon answered and gasped when Kangin growled and slammed into him hitting something that brought stars before Siwon's eyes. A sensational feeling soared through his body, making the urge to jerk off grow more intense, but when the male behind him saw how his arm picked up the pace, Siwon felt the other pulling out.
A boot kicked him just below his knees, causing his legs to buck underneath him and he crashed onto the mattress, grunting in pain. Kangin grabbed his hips once more, lifting his lower half to get better access. Then before he pushed in again, he growled at Siwon to not disobey him again or he'd have to bear the consequences. It was a threat that opened so many doors in Siwon's mind; more abuse? Humiliation by calling in others? Whatever it could be Siwon didn't want it to happen and nodded against the sheets, promising to follow Kangin's orders.
"UUhnnnn! .. MMmmnnnhhh!" Sounds slipped from Siwon's mouth with the new angle, Kangin's cock was brushing something inside him that set his loins on fire. He was trying to muffle his sounds, free hand grabbing the sheets and stuffing his mouth. More sounds meant more suspicion, but no one was supposed to find out.
"Sounds like you're enjoying what I'm doing, not what I had expected at all, perhaps you're a filthy fag?" Kangin sneered when hearing the sounds and noticing the whimpering had stopped.
"N-No!" Siwon replied and shook his head with closed eyes, panting harshly from the pleasure building up in his body. His own cock was painfully throbbing and begging him to stroke it faster to reach the climax he craved.
"No, what?" Kangin hissed and dug his nails in Siwon's skin, pulling out almost completely before ramming inside to the hilt, grinning as Siwon choked on air alone.
"No, sir!" The tall male corrected himself, mentally cursing the other for dominating him like this.
"Good, here's how it's gonna happen," Kangin swallowed hard and leaned down slightly, slowing down to set a pace that allowed him deep penetration, "You're going to jerk until you have to come and I'm going to fill you up, don't you dare shoot before you feel my come hitting your insides, got it?" The older one breathed huskily, enjoying to dominate the one who was taller.
He watched how Siwon's hand picked up the pace once more and heard him reply as if he was the lieutenant of the base. In matter of seconds Kangin roared and tensed while his orgasm crashed over him. The first few loads of sperm hit Siwon's insides and only for that moment the tall male felt thankful, because it meant he was allowed to empty himself as well. With a hoarse moan Siwon felt Kangin pull out and found himself on his back in an instant, hand releasing his twitching organ while Kangin straddled his neck, nearly chocking Siwon as he clamped the other's throat between his hairy thighs.
Kangin removed the hand from his throbbing cock and Siwon stared in amazement as Kangin shot the rest of his load on his face. Kangin was grunting in pleasure and stroked his cock until he was truly empty and reviling in the sight below. In the meantime Siwon had grabbed a hold of his own cock once more, jerking on it to get his ultimate pleasure.
"Fuck, let go of your cock!" Kangin noticed what the other was doing and reached over, brushing Siwon's pulsing dick with his hand to pull the hand away. The friction to the swollen red head was enough to make the tall male erupt and Kangin's curses were drowned out by his own moan, satisfied and ever so relieved that it was over.
However when he came back to his senses he stared at Kangin's thick flat dick and noticed it was resting against his sperm smeared face. The older male looked displeased, almost angry as he showed the tall male his hand. Siwon noticed it was covered in sperm, but didn't realize it was his until the leader spoke.
"Who gave you permission to spurt over my hand?!" The male roared and forced his fingers in Siwon's mouth, having him clean his hand as a punishment for doing such a thing without Kangin wanting him to.
Once his fingers were clean Kangin removed himself from the bed and stretched his arms. He cracked his neck and knuckles, walking over to his own bunk to lay down in all his nude glory. Clearly the older one wasn't ashamed of his body and wanted to rest after such an exertion. Slowly Siwon raised off the bed, trying to get the semen of his face and noticing he'd have to take a thorough shower if he'd want to erase all of Kangin's fluids.
Carefully he glanced at Kangin, slowly raising his trousers and grabbing a few towels. He removed everything from his face and gulped; would he have to ask permission to go? Was his punishment over now? Siwon grunted at the pain and blushed when Kangin merely chuckled in return.
"Get out, I don't want to see you for the next hour or so." Kangin ordered and kept his eyes closed as he listened to Siwon's frantic rustling to gather everything he needed. Once Siwon was out he sighed and placed his hands behind his head, pleased with his own punishment, that would teach the newbie to fail so miserably.
Siwon pressed his body against the door once he was out, eyes closed while trying to catch his breath. He licked his chapped lips, cringing when he still tasted his own sperm. A small sound from beside him startled him, Siwon turned his head to find his four roommates seated on the floor. They stared up at Siwon with knowing looks. Apparently they had been waiting outside until Kangin's punishment was over. How much had they heard?
"Looks like he treated you nicely." Onew commented when not seeing a black eye or bleeding nose. The other three nodded in agreement which made Siwon wonder if he'd be the only one to get such an intimate punishment. It didn't matter though, if they weren't going to bring it up than Siwon wouldn't either. He sighed slightly and didn't notice he had quite a funny walk that gave away what had happened.
"Tsk tsk." Yunho shook his head with an amused look as he saw Siwon stopping and leaning against the wall with his head hung low. He stood and patted the other on the back, helping him to the showers.
"Don't worry, you will feel better in a few days." He said knowingly. Apparently Siwon hadn't been the only one to receive Kangin's dick. It angered him as he actually needed Yunho's help to wash his legs, because bending down was too painful. The other had already showered but stripped down to help his roommate nonetheless, he chuckled as he soaped up Siwon's calves and had to scrub away Kangin's semen.
"Doesn't he ever fail? What makes him think he can treat people like this." The tall male muttered darkly, glaring at the tiles as he tried not to shiver at the foreign hands on his body.
"Kangin never fails, but wouldn't it be nice? Ghe, giving him a taste of his own medicine. Or.. his own sperm?" Yunho looked up and gave Siwon a cheeky grin.
The word joke made Siwon chuckle slightly, but the thought of getting revenge surely sounded tempting. And again it seemed Siwon had not been the only one who became a victim of Kangin's dominating nature. Perhaps if Kangin would ever failed in one of the barracks competitions they could team up on him. There was no way the leader was strong enough to handle them all at the same time. Though, would Siwon be able to do something like Kangin had done to him?
Yunho saw the thoughtful look and simply shrugged, saying the tall guy had to make sure not to screw up. If they lost without really anyone to blame then none of them would have to limp through the corridor for the rest of the weekend. It was supposed to make Siwon laugh, but he kept staring at the tiles when Yunho left to dry off. It took Siwon a few more minutes before he joined the other again who was now getting dressed.
"Let's do it." Was all Siwon said to have Yunho's grin widen.