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i really miss ryan.
like, a lot.
and ill barely have ANY time with him (or any of my friends for that matter) this weekend because of this damn haunted house. im not even excited for it anymore. i just feel like its not gonna be that good. i should be positive though. i haven't seen the whole finished product, and if my group isn't good, thats my fault, because i suck at heading groups. why did i even volunteer? oy. i felt so bad leaving my group last week. SO BAD! i would be so pissed if my group leader left me. fuckin hell. i feel so bad. and they probably didnt know what to do because i barely went over stuff. aaaaaaah!
my costume isn't in yet. wtf. im pissed.
dance squad meeting tomorrow. i hope its like, a real dance squad. and if it requires tryouts, i hope you dont need to be as good as like taylor hahaha cuz then im screwed along with half the world.
i'm looking at new beds online i really need one. no, i don't just want one, i need one, my is so crappy, it creeks! i believe its time for a new one haha.
i really want to get shelves in my closet, or something so i have more space in my room. that would be nice. and i want a deck built out my window. that would be so beast. anyone feel like donating to the "leannes porch" fund?
i guess ill go now. im excited to look at new beds!
like, a lot.
and ill barely have ANY time with him (or any of my friends for that matter) this weekend because of this damn haunted house. im not even excited for it anymore. i just feel like its not gonna be that good. i should be positive though. i haven't seen the whole finished product, and if my group isn't good, thats my fault, because i suck at heading groups. why did i even volunteer? oy. i felt so bad leaving my group last week. SO BAD! i would be so pissed if my group leader left me. fuckin hell. i feel so bad. and they probably didnt know what to do because i barely went over stuff. aaaaaaah!
my costume isn't in yet. wtf. im pissed.
dance squad meeting tomorrow. i hope its like, a real dance squad. and if it requires tryouts, i hope you dont need to be as good as like taylor hahaha cuz then im screwed along with half the world.
i'm looking at new beds online i really need one. no, i don't just want one, i need one, my is so crappy, it creeks! i believe its time for a new one haha.
i really want to get shelves in my closet, or something so i have more space in my room. that would be nice. and i want a deck built out my window. that would be so beast. anyone feel like donating to the "leannes porch" fund?
i guess ill go now. im excited to look at new beds!