Just a day dream beleiver........

Jul 22, 2005 09:30

Bubba,
well I asked for you to come to me in a dream and you did. It pretty much freaked me out how you did come to me but thanks. Gosh I miss you SO MUCH. You dont even know.I can't wait to see you again. Sometimes I just want to beleive that you faked all of this. And your gonna come home soon. But its not going to happen.You are already home. Mom and Dad are finally doing a little better. But your birthday is coming up, and its not going to be pretty. We already have your present planned out :) Christy, Ryan and I are going to write a song for you soon. Lets see...I got my liscence, so I hope your watching over me when I drive <3 It's so weird without you around. When I'm alone I hate it. I'm so paranoid when I'm home alone. You used to be with me when I came home from school....now I'm alone. Dad will be home every now and then but its not the same. I miss our goofy talks. I miss your goofy laugh. It's not the same but I can always go to Micah for that lol. It's crazy how yall are alike in some ways but so different in ways too. I used to think that every day away from December 2, 2004 was a day more that I couldnt see you. But I was thinking.......It's a day CLOSER to seeing you. Well....I guess I'm gonna go. Give Robert my love. Help watch over every one down here. MISS YOU & LOVE YOU

♥xoxo♥
taya
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