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helo how r we all......
this weekend was.....well a mixture of things i guess....
Friday was good, went to the gig and was TOTALLY sober, was very proud of myself:). Then we realised that everyone was drinking...so we drank too. Was fun at teh start untill feelings started to come out! Started arguing with an exex of mine...his own fault i guess...also Sarah decided to talk to JillPhames which got her upset....and because i am over protective i got invollved. And being me JillPhames and i got into an arguement, then he blamed sarah and we argued summore......basically it was because he goes between the two of us...but he really doesnt, he likes sarah!! But as usual she wont admit that. But he still has my scarf.....dang!
Saturday was ok. We met up with luke and missed the 11.30 train, so we got on the 12.00 one instead. When we eventually got in luara nadia jamie jillian and every1 were in so it was all good. Turned out the George never came into town.....he 'slept in'. Not bothered at all though. Farted around for the rest of the day....Saw jill and Joe:D:D god their both so lovely!!!! saw graeme tooo! totally love that child as well...cleo too , would never forget her! Hardly saw Viky today:( and ruth at all:(:(:(:(:((:(:(:(. Was on my way home...happily minding my own business when i saw Bam...almost ogt me knocked down by a car!!!! lool no worries tho, was nice to see him. and ok he does give good hugs:P
today was.......hmmm lol. Saw natalie again....cos she was here for a while last nite!! Totally gutted that Tabby is out of Xfactor!!! refuse to watch it now!!!
Over all it was ok...
i keep feeling that parts of me want to brake down and just cry to someone...but everyone has their own problems and mine seem so inferior. And other parts of me just want to move on n tell the other half to get a grip! lol...im going with that bit right now. Iv started drinking alot! i mean like every weekend. i guess it makes me happy.....cos sumtyms i just feel like im putting on a front...god i sound so hopless and 'the worlds out to get me' meh, god ....shut up n get a life.
seems simple....reelie isnt! But iv decided, i know loadsa ppl will tell me to shut up but this time im meaning it im finnished hurting. Heartache sucks...lets face it....and im going to find away to sort it. i guess im going to be less trusting...god if thats possible, hearts going in a box and going to be locked up:D. dreams out of window.
but in the long run ill be happier:D
love you guys sooo much xxxxxxxx
oooh before i forget...WHO REPLIED TO DUNCANS POST????? PWEEEEES TELL ME
this weekend was.....well a mixture of things i guess....
Friday was good, went to the gig and was TOTALLY sober, was very proud of myself:). Then we realised that everyone was drinking...so we drank too. Was fun at teh start untill feelings started to come out! Started arguing with an exex of mine...his own fault i guess...also Sarah decided to talk to JillPhames which got her upset....and because i am over protective i got invollved. And being me JillPhames and i got into an arguement, then he blamed sarah and we argued summore......basically it was because he goes between the two of us...but he really doesnt, he likes sarah!! But as usual she wont admit that. But he still has my scarf.....dang!
Saturday was ok. We met up with luke and missed the 11.30 train, so we got on the 12.00 one instead. When we eventually got in luara nadia jamie jillian and every1 were in so it was all good. Turned out the George never came into town.....he 'slept in'. Not bothered at all though. Farted around for the rest of the day....Saw jill and Joe:D:D god their both so lovely!!!! saw graeme tooo! totally love that child as well...cleo too , would never forget her! Hardly saw Viky today:( and ruth at all:(:(:(:(:((:(:(:(. Was on my way home...happily minding my own business when i saw Bam...almost ogt me knocked down by a car!!!! lool no worries tho, was nice to see him. and ok he does give good hugs:P
today was.......hmmm lol. Saw natalie again....cos she was here for a while last nite!! Totally gutted that Tabby is out of Xfactor!!! refuse to watch it now!!!
Over all it was ok...
i keep feeling that parts of me want to brake down and just cry to someone...but everyone has their own problems and mine seem so inferior. And other parts of me just want to move on n tell the other half to get a grip! lol...im going with that bit right now. Iv started drinking alot! i mean like every weekend. i guess it makes me happy.....cos sumtyms i just feel like im putting on a front...god i sound so hopless and 'the worlds out to get me' meh, god ....shut up n get a life.
seems simple....reelie isnt! But iv decided, i know loadsa ppl will tell me to shut up but this time im meaning it im finnished hurting. Heartache sucks...lets face it....and im going to find away to sort it. i guess im going to be less trusting...god if thats possible, hearts going in a box and going to be locked up:D. dreams out of window.
but in the long run ill be happier:D
love you guys sooo much xxxxxxxx
oooh before i forget...WHO REPLIED TO DUNCANS POST????? PWEEEEES TELL ME