Oct 09, 2004 00:54
woah, whats this..an update? haha im updatin u to let u all kno how im doin n how my journal is no longer gonna be friends only
i have been thinkin alot n ive come to the conclusion that i have nuttin to hide..u dont lyk what i put dont read my journal, even tho i kno ppl lyk to read journals lyk books cuz they r nosy n will do nething to start trouble..i have also decided u wanna comment annonymously in my journal, go 4 it. i wont reply bak n act lyk a 5 year old kid i will sit here n laugh at u cuz ur gonna feel betta about urself becuz u commented annonymously in my journal, idc what u have to say bout me..u dont lyk me then fuck u..idc what ne1 has to say about me..i am my own person n i have found that out in the lass few weeks..im not gonna make ne1 lyk me..i personally cood care less..this isnt directed to ne1 eitha so i dont want ne1 to take offense to it im juss sayin what i think idc what ne1 thinks bout me nemore..i let alot of ppl in my lyf go in the lass few weeks becuz all they brought to my lyf was drama n i kept the ppl in my lyf who matta to me.
neways i will tell u bout my week now that ive vented a lil..i got into that modelin school n im happy about that..i had my first class lass night n its expensive but i have ppl that think that im doin this for a career..im not doin it as a career im doin it for fun, for sumtin to do on the side, its juss lyk payin for dance classes in the end it all basically averages out to the same amount of money, if u dont think im gonna make it by doin what im doin then thats great for u, its nice to kno i have support from ppl who r supposedly my friends..there have been only lyk 4 or 5 ppl who have shown their support towards me throughout so many things in the lass few weeks n i appreciate them bein there for me, they kno who they r..no names mentioned.
im gonna go now tho i will def update more..ive been wicked busy n i was supposed to update lass week wit this who thing but i was soo tired i didnt
*Nicole*
*I Love You Brian 12.12.02*
Dont start no shit, it wont be no shit.