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I cant look in my parents eyes to see the pain and disappointment. They are suffering and i cant do anything to help. The money problems are wearing them down. Nothing in this world seems right anymore. Dont u hate to see your family suffer? i do. It tears me up that i am a waste of space. I can see it in their eyes, they dont have to say it. I mean who would want a useless daughter like me? I get yelled at a lot only adding to their struggles. Like i'm a ton of bricks that need to be put down. They dont do this at other times. I miss the carefree days where i didnt have to worry. The days where money wasnt the issue or how you were going to live day to day.
My heart is crying out. Its asking the world, "why pull me down further when i'm already hurting? Do you find enjoyment in the torment of it all?" because, for your amusement, we are falling into despair.
when will this all stop? When will things be happy again?
My heart is crying out. Its asking the world, "why pull me down further when i'm already hurting? Do you find enjoyment in the torment of it all?" because, for your amusement, we are falling into despair.
when will this all stop? When will things be happy again?