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okay. so basically, i miss that. that was like a month ago. and we haven't hung out much since that day. i can't believe it. it's like our best friendship has gone to shit. and it's both of our faults. our lives used to revolve around eachothers and now neither of us have time for eachother. it sucks, big time. i know what you're thinking- yeah, big deal, she's just your cousin. but it's not that way at all, and my good friends know that i would be nowhere without this girl. me and her have been inseperable since day one, honestly. i have pictures of me holding her in the hospital kthnx. we used to go over our mammy's house and be babysat together. i have pictures of us together, playing, sitting, sleeping. she's like my sister, my other half. and lately, i've been treating her like shit. and it makes me feel like shit for doing so. i don't have time for her anymore. my life revolves around field hockey, school, homework, food, and sleep. i'm lucky that i have even gotten the chance to be online tonight. i'm so excited for this weekend b ecause of the simple fact that i get to stay over her house on friday night, and hang with her saturday. we probably won't even do much. but i can guarentee when i update again next weekend, i'll be so much happier that we hung out. i'll feel more complete. and hopefully we'll stop fighting over it. i think we both just needed to get used to the fact that yes, we have lives out of eachother. and i'm starting to slowly realize that i'm not the most important person in her life anymore. shit sucks sometimes. okay. i'm done, i love my little pointless rants. <3
ON ANOTHER NOTE.
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