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I don't understand how you can yell at me for running away from my problems, when you did the exact same thing. I thought you were just too afraid to say what you really wanted when you told me you needed time. But yet calling me at 5:45 in the morning to see if I could come see you after work, that threw me off. I don't know why you wanna see me now and apparently you don't want me to know but after not speaking to me for nearly a month it's gotta be something. And I haven't stopped wondering what you were thinking about at 3 am that made you wanna call me. I won't lie, hearing your voice made me smile and I wanna see you more then anything. But I don't want to have to call you to make it happen however I know if I leave it up to you it won't.