Can someone please tell me I'm okay?

[xlilhellion666x]

As I think back on it now, today wasn't a bad day at all, and to think I went around all day saying it suckedd and was boring. This morning I printed off some Sonny Moore pics. for my wall <33, I love sitting next to steph becuz I can just point to some guy I think is hott and she ALWAYS agrees lol. We have a new student in our shop, his name is friend. It's just a manikin that has clothes and a tape thing for a face, but it adds to the shop. We had to make dumb cards for the little freshmen (even though most all of them are taller then me, I'm still reffering to them as little) so on the front I made my card all dark with checkers and red and black and shitt and then on the inside I did it all colorful haha I was in an off mood..but it had my beaver on the backk woo. Tonight I went to Heather's house and we made swans, she has a whole familyy..and I cuddled her kitty, no name, with the claws of doom hehe. After that I talked to Andreww becuz he was at his friends house so he could go on aim, and he hasn't been on in forever! gahh, the boy lives down the st. and I havent seen him since July..I don't get it lol.



Andrew: maybe we could hang out at a nhs football game
Me: okayy :-)...id probably have Heatherr tag along so id have a friend to get dropped off with
Andrew: no
Me: whyy?
Andrew: i said just u and me
Me: ohh okayy :-)
Me: is there any reason why you wanna hang out with just me and not have anyone else there?
Andrew: maybe idk

and then it went on from there....
Somebody hit me, I'm soo not kidding...so he's not "the right guy for me" as cassie would say, he's great at fucking things up, and he could care less if he died right now..but I can't help but say he mean's a lot to me, but he just doesn't get it, no guy EVER does. I don't know?..

I listen to headphones, not the music♥