Sep 15, 2005 14:40
everythings changin in my life. i was in two car accidents (none of which i was drivin) im scared to death to be in cars now n its really takin a number on me! were sue'n the one insurance company for the damages done to my body (bunch of bruises n muscle spasms) so im lookin to get about between 2000-7000 dollars from that. my dads fiancee has been very supportive toward me lately n so has my mom...my dad has not
i decided i cant live like this ne more in this house...my dad i cant handle him ne more..n living with my bro whos a herion addict thats in n out of jail n constantly stealin money n everything from us its really not the kinda place i wana b. so i had an offer by ians mom to move into their household...i thought about it now for 3 months and i decided this is wut i wana do. i kno its goin to be hard because they dont have the cleanest house thanks to their father...and they are much poorer than my dad, i wont have a computer, i wont have expensive eyeliner or facewash or good food nothing like that...but the living enviroment is much more what i want aside from those things. im willing to not have near as half as much as what i want just so i can be happy.
mine and ians relationship will change from me doing this. but we still plan on getting engaged and when he graduates from college (a year after me) and he n myself get a steady job we plan on gettin married and starting a life together
ya its weird im only 18 n all of this is happinging, but its so right. ian is the guy i want to be with forever, so why should we waste time on jus being boyfriend girlfriend? i see no point in this at all!
i got fond of counter strike n i now play paintball! its fun!
i got vacation pictures back! instant message me if youd like to look at them