i jus simply love you: xlilgridex

xlilgridex

i jus simply love you

Mar 14, 2005 10:41

lalala
so i didnt die!
saturday was my dads wedding to the fucker! i went with my aunt n cuzin...n we got there n like were sittin there n my gpa told us sum1 stole his credit card n charged 2,000 dollars on it...hmmm either brad or my uncle paul did that one!...then ian n my brother come<3 n wow did ian look soooo good in a suit<3 i went n sat between ian n my brother, n it was cute but i really dun think my dad shoulda done that..but they lit a memorial candle for my grandma that passed away<3 they had a picture of her..it was sad...i kinda wanted to cry,i miss my grandma..she was so rad!!
so then it all started..n listening to wut the priest guy was sayin made me think omg wut if that was me up there gettin married to the man i love (i was thinkin bout ian) n i was so happy..ya i cant wait till i get married i guess id b so giddy n stuff ahh<3 then at other parts i was watchin the wind blow out the window cuz it was boring!
then these ppl were singin n my dad n his thing were talkin to eachother we couldnt hear them so chris(my bro) whispers in my ear that he was tellin her he was gona give her the "ITALIAN SAUSAGE" tonite! i then beat him for that lol!
ne wayz it was bout to b over n me n ian saw a helicopter..i wished it blow them up n he told me they were jus gona shoot them...neither happened i was dissapointed!

then i got tons of pictures BLEAHHHHH!!! i smiled in sum...others i made weird faces cuz i thought itd b funny....

then to the reception...we got there n they had fruits to munch on..i was starved so got tons of them..while tryin to enjoy my meal these ppl were like rawr we need u to leave so we can introduce u i was like cool i wana eat...but i went ne wayz...!
i wasnt escorted by ian they made me b escorted by BRAD!!! ya thats right!!!..then went bac to eating...then we got a salad that sucked ass...then the chicken was horrible! i was really sad! <3chicken<3! the cake was good but i was to full to enjoy it! then i pulled a muscle in my neck n that was jus horrible! then they r callin all of us to dance..they called me n brad to dance together n brad was like no no no no no n he was like say ian not me! so they called ian to slow dance with me n omg it was soooo great! he knew how to slow dance n he was smiling at me the whole time n it was jus like perfect<3 then funny songs came on n i sang them to ian n the rest of the nite was pretty much that!<3

then after i went bac to ians house n that was fun i love him...n he saw me all dressed up n in close id never wear again n he still found me pretty(so he says) n that made me kinda happy<3 but ne wayz i left there at 1...i wish i didnt have to leave

so sunday i get up at 7..n i went to bed at like 230 that nite...egh it was ruff..i made tons of coffee to try n wake me up n it didnt do ne thing! so i went to church with him n then we went bac to his house were i took a nap (it was only a half n hour nap) but he took one with me so it was rad! then we jus kinda were being us<3 n then watched a movie called deeply! it was ok i suppose! n the way ian was to me all day sunday was soo idk how to explain it...i guess it jus kinda made me feel that he loved me...i kno he does n he shows it..jus that it was different that time but in a good way<3 then we went to kyles were i basically was sleepin in his bed...but i was twirling my fone around n when itd hit me in the face id wake up more...it was 830 n we went bac to ians house...he said it was cuz he wanted to lay with me but i hope it wasnt cuz i was tired at kyles n didnt really feel like moving! but we layed around for half n hour n then it was time for me to come home...

is that bad when i hear i have to go home n my heart completely sinks..i feel like a part of me jus like died right then...n AS SOON as he isnt in my sight ne more i miss him like crazy...its hard to explain it/how i feel for him but i do kno this

i love you ian! with all of this "<3"

i am so lucky to have found love...n to have found it with the perfect guy for me<3