i suck
gah i feel so horrible..im so depressed and i feel so fat...i just want to sleep ALL the time, which is so not like me at all...i havent been going to the gym and i just know ive gained but im too scared to get on the scale coz i know it will spell F-A-T...im working out like crazy tomorrow for sure, and every day for the rest of the week, ive GOT to be 110 by the time i go back to school on the 9th or i swear i will just kill over, no joke! im just really depressed and its screwing me over coz when i get depressed i want to b/p for some reason, even though it doesnt make me feel better and i KNOW it doesnt make me feel better...damn me i ate then couldnt get anything up..im such an effing fat worthless failure...110 or nothing ive got 7 days to get myself back on track