major suckage
things just seem to be going downhill for me right now...i've been getting horrible migraines like 2 days a week and even the neurologist can't figure out what's wrong with me, and he freakin put me on Elavil i guess it's supossed to prevent the headaches and help me sleep..o yeah and i haven't been able to sleep which is a real prob coz i end up eating after my time cut off (i set a limit of never eating after 6:00 pm)...i got dragged to a family dinner tonight and had to eat so i ended up just purging...i hardly ever did that before i'm like turning into a bulimirexic now too...i'm starting a challenge today so hopefully i'll do better...this fat thing is really making me depressed...oh and lucky me i have gram on my case to eat now coz the dr had to go and say that skipping meals can make my headaches worse...i think i'm gonna have to stop having her come with me to the dr...i feel so alone right now..does anyone feel this way or is it just lucky me?