Feb 01, 2005 15:56
so today was a pretty stressful day for me. i really think ive fallen in love with my boyfriend tj, but i still cant get my ex (jeff) out of my mind. i gutta admit, i still care a lot about him. and now ive found that one of my close friends is crushing on me a really lot. what to do ...what to do. :-\ im about to give up on love. too many boys, so little time. and just about 10 minutes ago, tj asked me "what would you do if jeff asked you out?" and i paused. i dont know what i would do. i would probably have to be single, cuz i love both of them a whole lot, and i wouldnt want to hurt tj, or lose my chance with jeff...:-\ life is so difficult...well i dont know...looks like ill just have to wait and see. but i hope i dont get in that predicament. :-\ cuz i really want to stay with tj and put jeff behind me... i dont know what to do...well v-day is coming up in 2 weeks.lets see if i get what i wanted. ( a boyfriend ) ive never had a boyfriend on v-day before. so i want this v-day to be special. well, mommyz gutta use the computer, and tjs waiting to call, so ill write tomorrow. buh~byez! xox
I <3 TJ