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Hello Everyone..
It has been forever and a day since my last update but like I always say I am always busy. Tomorrow is my last xc meet thank God. Its driving me crazy! I am like so stressed out over everything. I mean i have no life anymore practically. My mom and dad are driving me nust and I am not exaggerating at all on that. I mean nobody knows what I am going through right now. Everything may seems just find and dandy when you see me but its really not. My mom and dad are always trying to argue with me and my mom treats me like dirt under her feet and I can't stand it anymore. See im not lying when i say its driving me crazy. I just don't know how much more I can take. I can't stand to be around my mom and I can't stand to be around my dad becuase for some reason they both act like they are against me. Even though my parents are separated they still act like there married and I could choke them!! When my dad is around my mom he just wants get on her good side and he will treat me like some little juvenile in boot camp and my mom is just hateful towards me all the time. Nobody understands the hell I have been through my life and I don't think anyone will. I think the only good thing in my life right now is Marshall. He doesn't even know what I go through at home. You probably think b/c of everything I would be doing horribe things to myself but I'm not. So everyone please just pray for me and my family.
I love you all
It has been forever and a day since my last update but like I always say I am always busy. Tomorrow is my last xc meet thank God. Its driving me crazy! I am like so stressed out over everything. I mean i have no life anymore practically. My mom and dad are driving me nust and I am not exaggerating at all on that. I mean nobody knows what I am going through right now. Everything may seems just find and dandy when you see me but its really not. My mom and dad are always trying to argue with me and my mom treats me like dirt under her feet and I can't stand it anymore. See im not lying when i say its driving me crazy. I just don't know how much more I can take. I can't stand to be around my mom and I can't stand to be around my dad becuase for some reason they both act like they are against me. Even though my parents are separated they still act like there married and I could choke them!! When my dad is around my mom he just wants get on her good side and he will treat me like some little juvenile in boot camp and my mom is just hateful towards me all the time. Nobody understands the hell I have been through my life and I don't think anyone will. I think the only good thing in my life right now is Marshall. He doesn't even know what I go through at home. You probably think b/c of everything I would be doing horribe things to myself but I'm not. So everyone please just pray for me and my family.
I love you all