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hmm.. its been an intresting time since i could actually update this without anyone looking over my shoulder.. so yeah... granted.. i let ppl read this on their own time.. i get all weird out when im typin shit in front of ppl... im just not one to be open in front of others when it comes to some shit... anyways... on to the past few weeks... when all everyone really got was a minor recap... as some know... i was goin out with timmy (monroe).. things were good.. as in the first few days before we were dating, and the first few days into it... after that.. shizzy (in my point of view) got worse... he was all cute and cuddly at first.. then became distant.. figured out that i was "too clingy" so i let up... still was distant... we hang out more now than when we were dating.. anyways.. he ended up breakin up with me because he "had stuff he had to deal with".. fine with me.. were cool now.. but seriously.. if i find out that another bitch was in the picture ima be pissed... and for those that dont know.. i just have this huge fear of ppl cheating on me... other than that.. the crew has split again... chappy v. evan.. and im in the middle.. as usual... i dont hate no one.. i just feel bad for whoever i dont hang out with during that day.. or if i leave someone to go see the other... ugh.. i hate it... but im a friend to all of them.. so it happens...
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beruit tonite.. wonderful.. had some good ol jimmy beam before i even went thurr... mmm wonderful... chris is such a sweetheart.. lol... im feelin kinda bad at the moment... lol.. chris wanted me to walk home.. bc im rather intoxicated... but.. i drove... its damn cold out dammit... but hes totally my bar buddy/cuddler.. hes great.. "see me when im sober... if feelings are still the same both ways.. then you know somethings gonna happen" (drunkin words from him)... i refuse to say more... O:-)
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so theres the update... if ive forgotten anything important.. comment.. if not... comment anyways.. peace