when tomorrow fails to come, today is just not the same

[xlikelyxstoryx]

i havent really posted much of anything in here lately.. my computers been screwy.. so im tryin to get to the bottom of it.. thats right... computer geek DC... so far.. my memory (that i have left) has went from 4.03gb to 8.59gb... so i suppose thats a good thing.. i still need more memory... seeing as im a download/game freak... on dial up.. *winces*.. it took me like an hour to log on to livejournal.. only because im buzzin and i forgot that i had to use a diffrent password instead of the ONE i use for everything else... sometimes i think im so retarted.... hung out with kish all day.. yay.. it was his bday... hung out at the shop most the time.. talked to brian some more about the bumper stickers n shit.. and he said hed pay me for em.. either cash, metal, or ink.. sweet... i just gotta talk mom into the whole idea and only tell her about the cash part.. lol.. if she buys all the paper and ink.. ill get paid back for that, plus for my work... everytime i walk in there, i just get itchin more for tats and holes... im still lookin for the right tribal to put behind the double nautical star and the old school stars and faded stars.. bc i figured that my old idea.. too many stars... anywho.. me n kish went to brads for FS practice... (i still keep calling them likely story.. my bad)... but they sounded FUCKING GREAT.. if i could double underline that "fucking great" i would... they rocked out some a fall farewell.. (which still sounds great.. miss that band).. aaaand of course evan was drinking... lol <3.. hes another one of those sweet boys that puts a smile on my face... i think its because.. everytime he sees me its a big ass smile and a hug.. as i said before.. its the small shit that makes me happy.. its the big shit that makes me estatic ;).. after i dropped kish off.. headed to kirkeys.. eventually headed to louisville to a party that was almost out of beer.. but bc im DC.. i got the hook up :) me and lil brent played a game of ruit.. i was doin good.. till.. i noticed.. that bastard is taller than me.. (yea i know.. everyone is taller than me).. but DAMN.. i thought we were at least the same size.. but hes like a good 2 -3 inches taller than me.. well blah.. ended up semi drunk.. by time i got to my car, i was buzzin.. now.. i just got a lil headache... lack of beer intake.. bah

but in normal me news.. still lookin for a job.. still lookin to get outta massena... still lookin for that boy.. *sigh*.. somedays i hate being me.. sternzys the only one out of EVERYONE that still calls me danielle ALL THE TIME.. after all.. i still call him matt all the time.. just used to it i guess.. lol.. granted.. i get lovin from my bitches.. but wheres the real love? the love when u wake up in someones arms that u know loves u back with the same amount that u love them... the sweet things.. that shit.. i miss that shit.. i need that shit.. then.. id be complete...