sad - i just hit random buttons on the keyboard, and thats what popped out
ever since that wisconson trip
ive been a miserable fuck
minus the good time at work
(and idk why that happened)
minus the drinking in potsdam
(drinking is always fun)
i really dont understand why
im pissed off about everything
im super depressed
all i want to do is throw my fist through a wall
but that wont solve anything
ive tried screaming - ive tried writing - ive tried playing bass - ive tried sleeping - ive tried music - ive tried red vs. blue - ive tried rejected cartoons - ive tried family guy - ive tried aqua teen - ive tried football.. but the giants lost.. and the bills won - ive tried monty python - ive tried jack black....
nothing makes me feel any better
mikey j is still in the hospital as far as i know
for those of you that know mike northrup -
he got a new bike
went out for a ride
got hit by a drunk driver
supposed to be DOA
bleeding in the head
lucky for him its around the brain
and not in the brain
im scared.
i dont know whats up my ass
but something is
and its not making me scream for more
my appitite disappeared to almost non existant
and im having horrid mood swings
i cry
i laugh
i scream
i sleep
in no particular order
i just sit here
no desire to do anything
i want to be around people
but i want to be alone
i want to be held
but i want to be pushed away
i cant explain any of this...
Everything is turning grey, but I won't hold my breath today
Cause' I'm not scared and to tell the truth I just don't care.
Are you looking for an answer? When you still don't know the question.
It's like lighting candles in the rain-
Sometimes life can be a pain,
But don't give up without a fight.
Sometimes when you feel afraid, don't give up and run away.
Cause' two wrongs don't make a right.
What's the point in crying when you've done nothing wrong.
It was right there all along.
The world's nothing but a lie and everyone is going to die
But what can I say? Just help me make it through today.
You don't need a destination just to go somewhere in life.
It's like throwing feathers at the wind-
They come right back to you again.
So why not give it one more try?
Just cause' things aren't what they seem
It doesn't mean you shouldn't dream
Just don't get your hopes too high.
Cause' when things don't turn out right
Your world comes crashing down.
xodc
ive been a miserable fuck
minus the good time at work
(and idk why that happened)
minus the drinking in potsdam
(drinking is always fun)
i really dont understand why
im pissed off about everything
im super depressed
all i want to do is throw my fist through a wall
but that wont solve anything
ive tried screaming - ive tried writing - ive tried playing bass - ive tried sleeping - ive tried music - ive tried red vs. blue - ive tried rejected cartoons - ive tried family guy - ive tried aqua teen - ive tried football.. but the giants lost.. and the bills won - ive tried monty python - ive tried jack black....
nothing makes me feel any better
mikey j is still in the hospital as far as i know
for those of you that know mike northrup -
he got a new bike
went out for a ride
got hit by a drunk driver
supposed to be DOA
bleeding in the head
lucky for him its around the brain
and not in the brain
im scared.
i dont know whats up my ass
but something is
and its not making me scream for more
my appitite disappeared to almost non existant
and im having horrid mood swings
i cry
i laugh
i scream
i sleep
in no particular order
i just sit here
no desire to do anything
i want to be around people
but i want to be alone
i want to be held
but i want to be pushed away
i cant explain any of this...
Everything is turning grey, but I won't hold my breath today
Cause' I'm not scared and to tell the truth I just don't care.
Are you looking for an answer? When you still don't know the question.
It's like lighting candles in the rain-
Sometimes life can be a pain,
But don't give up without a fight.
Sometimes when you feel afraid, don't give up and run away.
Cause' two wrongs don't make a right.
What's the point in crying when you've done nothing wrong.
It was right there all along.
The world's nothing but a lie and everyone is going to die
But what can I say? Just help me make it through today.
You don't need a destination just to go somewhere in life.
It's like throwing feathers at the wind-
They come right back to you again.
So why not give it one more try?
Just cause' things aren't what they seem
It doesn't mean you shouldn't dream
Just don't get your hopes too high.
Cause' when things don't turn out right
Your world comes crashing down.
xodc