Nov 13, 2005 23:02
Its been a really long time since I've written. I haven't had the urge or the time to. I work probably about 30 to 40 hours a week and I'm always so tired.
I've been dating Tony for about 2 months now and I don't know. Ever since we started dating he's been slowly pulling away. Well probably in the last month or so. I don't know why I'm talking about it. But I feel like I always vent to Rachel and no one else. He just doesn't act like he wants me. I know he likes me but he's slowly seeming less interested in me. We have a fucking blast when we're together but that's barely ever. He works so much and he's always tired that I never see him. I see him at work but we don't really talk and when we do its like hi what's up. I haven't hung out with him since Wednesday and I'm gonna til like Tuesday or some shit. I feel like I'm still single. I don't get any benefits or anything. It just is sucking right now and we're only two months in. I don't know.