May 10, 2004 14:15
caseofspades: are you going to change the world?
mewithYou27: alittle bit at a time...
mewithYou27: are you?
caseofspades: we'll see I guess...
caseofspades: are you going to love more than 20 people at a time...
caseofspades: personally I mean
mewithYou27: i try to
mewithYou27: are you?
caseofspades: I haven't thus far
caseofspades: it seems like it would be rather hard...
caseofspades: I think I had 12 once
mewithYou27: yeah.. it is hard..
mewithYou27: letting that many people get close... i/ve found to be very difficult
caseofspades: yes... me too
mewithYou27: people are so.. disappointing.
mewithYou27: and i/m a people. this makes me sad.
caseofspades: ... I don't know that they can always help it...
caseofspades: I know...
caseofspades: in order to love one person the way they want to be loved... you have to disappoint someone else...
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it is ridiculous how we always get stuck in places like this... and have to deal with the same thing... but i/m so glad that i had him here for this... he understands and doesn/t point fingers... he/s just honest... and that is so what i needed... thank you.
<3.