"If I cry for a week.,.,.,.,.,Will you forgive me?" -Kira
That isn't a line from a movie, its a line in a manga called "Mars"
Erg, I think.,.,.I think.,.,I'm going to break up with Donnie -_-
This is a list I made, of reasons why I'm want to break up with him, and why i don't.,.,.,.,.,
Stay With Him
1. I <3 him
2. I care about him
3. He makes me laugh
4. He tries his hardest to cheer me up
5. Always tells me that he loves me
6. He makes me feel good about myself
7. He compliments me whenever I need a confidence builder
8. He supports me in everything
9. Has perfect timing
10. Makes me smile when I feel as if my world is crumbling
11. He is such a dork but I love him anyways
12. I can say something that wouldn't make sence to most people, and he underands me
13. He understands me
14. We have a lot in common
15. We can talk about anything
Leave Him
1. He played me like a harmonica so many times (as devin put it)
2. He cheated on me
3. H takes forever to respond to anything
4. He doesn't seem to notice
5. Seems like he doesn't care
6. Never listins
7. Makes me cry without even knowing
8. Everything seems to come first before me
9. Never calls
10. Or when he gives you a phone card number and a friend calls him saying it doesn't work and to call me he doesn't!
11. If he loved me so much why doesn't he call?!
12. Why can't he just relize i care about him
13. How can he be so selfish?
14. Maybe its just me
15. Maybe he changed
16. Or maybe i've changed
.,.,.,.,Okay, my list is doneit just kinda went into, a non listy way. ARG! i'm so confused, and you know, he'll never know i'm writing this cause thats another thing about him HE NEVER CHECKS MY JOURNALS. to even SEE how i'm feeling. **twitches** maybe if i leave him he won't even care, he prolly has other back up whores. you know, maybe he is still cheating on me with other girls, i never know, he did it once who is to say he wouldn't do it again? maybe, i should just cheat on him, and see how he likes it? No i'm better then that, i'm not gonna sink that low, even for him. what makes it worse is that, the whole month he was cheating on me, he claimed he loved me, and i was the only one he cared about, and i was the most wonderful thing in his life. What a load of crap. ERG! i't just so confused, i could keep naming reasons why i hate him, and i want to leave him so bad but i can't, there is something stopping me,.,.,.,and it annoys me
THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW
This is the place where I sit
This is the part where I love you too much
This is as hard as it gets
Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and achin'
And tumblin' and breakin'
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
I dream a world where you understand
That I dream a million sleepless nights
Well I dream a fire when you're touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights
I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends,
Nothing but good friends?
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I wish you would
This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through
And not enough to you
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
Erg, I think.,.,.I think.,.,I'm going to break up with Donnie -_-
This is a list I made, of reasons why I'm want to break up with him, and why i don't.,.,.,.,.,
Stay With Him
1. I <3 him
2. I care about him
3. He makes me laugh
4. He tries his hardest to cheer me up
5. Always tells me that he loves me
6. He makes me feel good about myself
7. He compliments me whenever I need a confidence builder
8. He supports me in everything
9. Has perfect timing
10. Makes me smile when I feel as if my world is crumbling
11. He is such a dork but I love him anyways
12. I can say something that wouldn't make sence to most people, and he underands me
13. He understands me
14. We have a lot in common
15. We can talk about anything
Leave Him
1. He played me like a harmonica so many times (as devin put it)
2. He cheated on me
3. H takes forever to respond to anything
4. He doesn't seem to notice
5. Seems like he doesn't care
6. Never listins
7. Makes me cry without even knowing
8. Everything seems to come first before me
9. Never calls
10. Or when he gives you a phone card number and a friend calls him saying it doesn't work and to call me he doesn't!
11. If he loved me so much why doesn't he call?!
12. Why can't he just relize i care about him
13. How can he be so selfish?
14. Maybe its just me
15. Maybe he changed
16. Or maybe i've changed
.,.,.,.,Okay, my list is doneit just kinda went into, a non listy way. ARG! i'm so confused, and you know, he'll never know i'm writing this cause thats another thing about him HE NEVER CHECKS MY JOURNALS. to even SEE how i'm feeling. **twitches** maybe if i leave him he won't even care, he prolly has other back up whores. you know, maybe he is still cheating on me with other girls, i never know, he did it once who is to say he wouldn't do it again? maybe, i should just cheat on him, and see how he likes it? No i'm better then that, i'm not gonna sink that low, even for him. what makes it worse is that, the whole month he was cheating on me, he claimed he loved me, and i was the only one he cared about, and i was the most wonderful thing in his life. What a load of crap. ERG! i't just so confused, i could keep naming reasons why i hate him, and i want to leave him so bad but i can't, there is something stopping me,.,.,.,and it annoys me
THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW
This is the place where I sit
This is the part where I love you too much
This is as hard as it gets
Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and achin'
And tumblin' and breakin'
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
I dream a world where you understand
That I dream a million sleepless nights
Well I dream a fire when you're touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights
I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends,
Nothing but good friends?
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I wish you would
This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through
And not enough to you
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could