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I'm feeling really down today. I'm depressed. Things aren't working out anymore.
I wanna go home. I'm about to start crying again...for like the third day in a row. Nothing ever seems to work out for me, but yet it does for everyone else. I can't live like this anymore. I'm tired of not believing in myself, I'm tired of being alone, and watching and hearing everyone with their boyfriends. People like rubbing stuff in my face it seems like.
I gave up Josh for David, pissed Josh off so bad that now he doesn't want anything to do with me. David, well yeah, he could really care less about me either. I'm so hurt, my friends don't care, I'm just alone. Maybe I'm supposed to be alone, like forever. I have no one to go to project grad with, so I'm thinkin' about not even going.
I need to find a new job; I hate working at Nielsen. I sent out some resumes, and I am going to applly at person today at another one. I'm going to call in fourth period for another job.
Needless to say I'm ready to move to Louisville. I'll be able to start a new life. I'll make new friends, meet new boys, and finally be on the path that I will lead me to what I want to be.
Goodbye for now. I'm probably gonna go cry on Ricky. Peace!
Till next time America...
I wanna go home. I'm about to start crying again...for like the third day in a row. Nothing ever seems to work out for me, but yet it does for everyone else. I can't live like this anymore. I'm tired of not believing in myself, I'm tired of being alone, and watching and hearing everyone with their boyfriends. People like rubbing stuff in my face it seems like.
I gave up Josh for David, pissed Josh off so bad that now he doesn't want anything to do with me. David, well yeah, he could really care less about me either. I'm so hurt, my friends don't care, I'm just alone. Maybe I'm supposed to be alone, like forever. I have no one to go to project grad with, so I'm thinkin' about not even going.
I need to find a new job; I hate working at Nielsen. I sent out some resumes, and I am going to applly at person today at another one. I'm going to call in fourth period for another job.
Needless to say I'm ready to move to Louisville. I'll be able to start a new life. I'll make new friends, meet new boys, and finally be on the path that I will lead me to what I want to be.
Goodbye for now. I'm probably gonna go cry on Ricky. Peace!
Till next time America...