Feb 20, 2005 16:17
why do i feel it so important to be in a relationship and to be in love i mean sure i love the feelings and the happyness that comes with it but why do i live my life looking for it it just makes me even more sad and makes everything so much worse.i mean it will come at the right time i guess..i guess its just that im sooo scared to die alone and never be married and never experience having a family and raising kids and all that biz. i dont know dont listen to me this is the only place i can really express this shiznazle...
that sounded like more complaining but it wasnt i was analizing what has been bothering me latly...