skool is kool gay people drool
it's been a while since i've updated my LJ but i can assure u that i have been peeping into everyone's entries... so don't feel neglected or barenaked like jennifer love hewitt. this entry is going to be PRETTY random so get ready. it might also be long. who knows...
1) i've come to love that oldie but goodie "even tho we ain't got money, i'm sooo in love with u huney..." sucha good song rite? unfortunately my WinMX isn't working so i can't steal a free download of it just yet, but one of my pals has the song so i can't wait to burn it from them. it really brings me to tears... almost as much as "Georgia on my mind" and "the rose". good deals yah?
2) by the way, instead of saying "yea" i've been saying "yah?" it makes me sound wicked british or something of the overseas content...
3) so the teachers at WHS have been forced to WORK TO RULE which basically means we don't do any more than our contract says... which is basically go teach from 7:10AM to 2:20PM... the good thing is that i get an extra 10 minutes of sleep. the bad thing is that when kids need extra help, or have to stay after school, etc, i can't let them because that is supposedley hours that we don't get paid for. i can't write college recommendations or do work outside of school... even tho i still will cause i dont want to feel unprepared and not confident in front of the kids for the next day... but i just have to keep it on the down low. what is worst of all is that the WHS dance company has to be put on hold since that is "extra curricular". it kind of bugs me because none of the sports teams have to be put on hold... the dance company isn't anything like Spanish Club or SADD where they can just have meetings and it won't affect their club's progression... however, with the dance company, everything is delayed and practices are eliminated... i kinda wanted the dance company to be over by February so that I would just have KP winterguard to worry about, then nothing after that... but it seems like if this WORK TO RULE bull shit lasts for a while, we may not get a performance out until May which will just elongate my stress, and will result in beating my head against a brick wall because im so frustrated. man, i have awful grammar right now but im just really aggravated. can u feel me yo?
i just hope this thing only lasts, at most, a couple of months, but they said it could last all year. YIKES i mite kill myself...
hopefully tho, in the end, everything will work out and ill get a HELLA awesome raise and i'll get all the money back that i should have gotten back since September... we shall see...
4) there are SOOO many funny kids at my school i can't even take it! one kid, let's call him Johann, is this tall skinny awkward kid with BRIGHT red hair and glasses. he is really strange looking but has the BEST outfits i've ever seen in my life. he has these awesome 90s lesbianic native-american-esque yarn vests with amazing patterns, an actual vintage jean jacket with fringe and a coyote howling at the moon on the back, these amazing throw up brown-green pants with these belt buckles and pockets all over, and a black jumpsuit made out of some strange fabric, i am dieing to touch it just to understand the texture to begin with! anyway, the wicked gay kid at the school who has a crush on me, always tries to be wicked loud in front of me to grab my attention... so today he wore this wicked gay American Eagle outfit, but it really looked like he bought the clothes from the girl's section instead of the guy's... and his fag hag goth girl friend in the sculpture class said "what the hell are u wearing?" and he retorted "what am I wearing? girl, you wore those fake pearls last friday"... i guess it's not really that funny but at the time i was peeing my pants in the hallway before the bell rung... AND THEN Johann past me wearing the black jumpsuit with the indescribable fabric and at that point, i was in TEARS. the worst part about it was that i was by myself so i had no one to share those 2 golden moments with. but alas, the first thing i thought was "SUCH a good live journal entry". man i LOVE teaching!!!
5) in other news... ok, excuse me for being WICKED 80s, truly, but i think my heart is broken! ok yea, fine so i haven't really made an effort to make anything work and i guess i lost my chance when i really did have at least, hmm lemme think, 10 chances to try to see if there was any interest? but i guess everything happens for a reason. if this was rich kim 6 years ago i would be a mess. or maybe im too proud to admit that if this was rich kim 6 months ago i would be a mess. i don't know. when i was younger i was much more aggressive and picky, and ironically i had a lot more relationships. fine they were with straight guys haha. and i've only been dumped because they wanted to be straight again. and fine half of them keep asking me back and im kinda turned off even tho i love "those boys" to death and i still let them take me out to dinner whenever im home in nj.
now im less picky, but a lot more shy. what's wrong with me? was it all the weed i smoked in undergrad? haha. maybe... now i just develop crushes, don't say anything, find out they are with someone else, and that maybe during our "friendship" they were interested but its too late now... god, what an awful 90s lifetime movie my life is! minus the drugs and heavy drinking parts... i know i said i enjoyed being single, but i guess i am just meant to be an old maid. im just not like all those gay guys.
EXCUSE ME WHILE I FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF.
Why Richi Is Not Like Those Other Fags. an essay by richi bee. formely titled "can anyone feel me?"
-im not white with a hot body who thinks the world is built on physical beauty and brand name clothing.
-i like hand me down tee shirts, tee shirts that are embarassing to wear, and soccer jerseys.
-i like watches that look like dick tracy watches. no dolce gabana bull shit. nor do i wear watches that look like girls should be wearing them... except my jolly green giant watch from walmart.
-i don't like to drink, and if i do it's because i enjoy whose ever company i am in. i don't like to dance all nite at some lame club where people just want to decide who is cute and who is not and who is a really good dancer. haha.
-i make fun of gay people way too much but i believe in gay rights
-i don't like to work out and am comfortable with my love handles
-did i say i hate working out?
-ok fine, i like to run around my neighborhood in my bum bum shorts that say "dance Star" on the butt. is that the gayest thing i do?
-i don't say "girl" or "honey", unless i'm talking to black people. haha
-fine i do have a pretty awesome shoe collection, over 60 pairs, but none of them are labels and are mostly embarassing to wear in public to the average person.
-ok, so i do have 4 huge vin diesel posters that are framed in my room, but who doesnt?
-im really just into making out, cuddling, and blow jobs. fine occassional rim jobs. is that too much information?
-i don't go on "special" websites (anymore) to look for sex or dates.
-i'm more excited to update my Myspace.com profile than to even start one on match.com
-i don't say FABULOUS. that is the WORST!!!!
-i have my shit together and i dont act like im still 19.
maybe i just think im better than everyone else. or maybe im just too obsessed with my job and going to school and getting more degrees rather than having a life. what is my fucking problem??!?!
now that i just publicly embarassed myself. please reply if u FEEL me! geez.
1) i've come to love that oldie but goodie "even tho we ain't got money, i'm sooo in love with u huney..." sucha good song rite? unfortunately my WinMX isn't working so i can't steal a free download of it just yet, but one of my pals has the song so i can't wait to burn it from them. it really brings me to tears... almost as much as "Georgia on my mind" and "the rose". good deals yah?
2) by the way, instead of saying "yea" i've been saying "yah?" it makes me sound wicked british or something of the overseas content...
3) so the teachers at WHS have been forced to WORK TO RULE which basically means we don't do any more than our contract says... which is basically go teach from 7:10AM to 2:20PM... the good thing is that i get an extra 10 minutes of sleep. the bad thing is that when kids need extra help, or have to stay after school, etc, i can't let them because that is supposedley hours that we don't get paid for. i can't write college recommendations or do work outside of school... even tho i still will cause i dont want to feel unprepared and not confident in front of the kids for the next day... but i just have to keep it on the down low. what is worst of all is that the WHS dance company has to be put on hold since that is "extra curricular". it kind of bugs me because none of the sports teams have to be put on hold... the dance company isn't anything like Spanish Club or SADD where they can just have meetings and it won't affect their club's progression... however, with the dance company, everything is delayed and practices are eliminated... i kinda wanted the dance company to be over by February so that I would just have KP winterguard to worry about, then nothing after that... but it seems like if this WORK TO RULE bull shit lasts for a while, we may not get a performance out until May which will just elongate my stress, and will result in beating my head against a brick wall because im so frustrated. man, i have awful grammar right now but im just really aggravated. can u feel me yo?
i just hope this thing only lasts, at most, a couple of months, but they said it could last all year. YIKES i mite kill myself...
hopefully tho, in the end, everything will work out and ill get a HELLA awesome raise and i'll get all the money back that i should have gotten back since September... we shall see...
4) there are SOOO many funny kids at my school i can't even take it! one kid, let's call him Johann, is this tall skinny awkward kid with BRIGHT red hair and glasses. he is really strange looking but has the BEST outfits i've ever seen in my life. he has these awesome 90s lesbianic native-american-esque yarn vests with amazing patterns, an actual vintage jean jacket with fringe and a coyote howling at the moon on the back, these amazing throw up brown-green pants with these belt buckles and pockets all over, and a black jumpsuit made out of some strange fabric, i am dieing to touch it just to understand the texture to begin with! anyway, the wicked gay kid at the school who has a crush on me, always tries to be wicked loud in front of me to grab my attention... so today he wore this wicked gay American Eagle outfit, but it really looked like he bought the clothes from the girl's section instead of the guy's... and his fag hag goth girl friend in the sculpture class said "what the hell are u wearing?" and he retorted "what am I wearing? girl, you wore those fake pearls last friday"... i guess it's not really that funny but at the time i was peeing my pants in the hallway before the bell rung... AND THEN Johann past me wearing the black jumpsuit with the indescribable fabric and at that point, i was in TEARS. the worst part about it was that i was by myself so i had no one to share those 2 golden moments with. but alas, the first thing i thought was "SUCH a good live journal entry". man i LOVE teaching!!!
5) in other news... ok, excuse me for being WICKED 80s, truly, but i think my heart is broken! ok yea, fine so i haven't really made an effort to make anything work and i guess i lost my chance when i really did have at least, hmm lemme think, 10 chances to try to see if there was any interest? but i guess everything happens for a reason. if this was rich kim 6 years ago i would be a mess. or maybe im too proud to admit that if this was rich kim 6 months ago i would be a mess. i don't know. when i was younger i was much more aggressive and picky, and ironically i had a lot more relationships. fine they were with straight guys haha. and i've only been dumped because they wanted to be straight again. and fine half of them keep asking me back and im kinda turned off even tho i love "those boys" to death and i still let them take me out to dinner whenever im home in nj.
now im less picky, but a lot more shy. what's wrong with me? was it all the weed i smoked in undergrad? haha. maybe... now i just develop crushes, don't say anything, find out they are with someone else, and that maybe during our "friendship" they were interested but its too late now... god, what an awful 90s lifetime movie my life is! minus the drugs and heavy drinking parts... i know i said i enjoyed being single, but i guess i am just meant to be an old maid. im just not like all those gay guys.
EXCUSE ME WHILE I FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF.
Why Richi Is Not Like Those Other Fags. an essay by richi bee. formely titled "can anyone feel me?"
-im not white with a hot body who thinks the world is built on physical beauty and brand name clothing.
-i like hand me down tee shirts, tee shirts that are embarassing to wear, and soccer jerseys.
-i like watches that look like dick tracy watches. no dolce gabana bull shit. nor do i wear watches that look like girls should be wearing them... except my jolly green giant watch from walmart.
-i don't like to drink, and if i do it's because i enjoy whose ever company i am in. i don't like to dance all nite at some lame club where people just want to decide who is cute and who is not and who is a really good dancer. haha.
-i make fun of gay people way too much but i believe in gay rights
-i don't like to work out and am comfortable with my love handles
-did i say i hate working out?
-ok fine, i like to run around my neighborhood in my bum bum shorts that say "dance Star" on the butt. is that the gayest thing i do?
-i don't say "girl" or "honey", unless i'm talking to black people. haha
-fine i do have a pretty awesome shoe collection, over 60 pairs, but none of them are labels and are mostly embarassing to wear in public to the average person.
-ok, so i do have 4 huge vin diesel posters that are framed in my room, but who doesnt?
-im really just into making out, cuddling, and blow jobs. fine occassional rim jobs. is that too much information?
-i don't go on "special" websites (anymore) to look for sex or dates.
-i'm more excited to update my Myspace.com profile than to even start one on match.com
-i don't say FABULOUS. that is the WORST!!!!
-i have my shit together and i dont act like im still 19.
maybe i just think im better than everyone else. or maybe im just too obsessed with my job and going to school and getting more degrees rather than having a life. what is my fucking problem??!?!
now that i just publicly embarassed myself. please reply if u FEEL me! geez.