TODAY... I AM GOING TO COMMIT SUICIDE!!!
Today I will die... And tomorrow from the ashes I will rise a new and better self...
People do not lack strength... They lack will... Tomorrow is my 26th birthday... Until now I have been looking at life with the message that lies in that opening sentence... Everyone of us... All of us, look at life with the same view... Al tho everyones is a bit different from one an other... It is still the same... They are setting themselves up for failure... They know that they will fail, yet they attempt it anyway... And always fail... It's the few who choose to look at life different, choose not to fail, choose not to give up the will to succeed... You see, animals will do no matter what... They lack the fear, the concept of failure... They do not second guess themselves. We as humans do not... It has been force fed to us since birth. Through t.v. radio, music and our fellow humans... The will to succeed isn't worth it.
I do not want to be apart of that anymore... Today I am reborn... Today, I will... For years i have been bitching about my weight, tried diets only to fail... Because i set myself up to do so. But Today I will succeed... I am starting a diet. I am going to loose 20 - 30 pounds in the next month... It can be done, I have looked it up. I will do it... No more failure, I'm sick of it... I'm sick of failing and feeling like shit. This is a new Seth I will finish what I started, I will accomplish my goals. I will no longer lack the will. The me... The Seth that i once was... is now dead... It's time for change. Failure is not an option anymore... Not for me.
People do not lack strength... They lack will... Tomorrow is my 26th birthday... Until now I have been looking at life with the message that lies in that opening sentence... Everyone of us... All of us, look at life with the same view... Al tho everyones is a bit different from one an other... It is still the same... They are setting themselves up for failure... They know that they will fail, yet they attempt it anyway... And always fail... It's the few who choose to look at life different, choose not to fail, choose not to give up the will to succeed... You see, animals will do no matter what... They lack the fear, the concept of failure... They do not second guess themselves. We as humans do not... It has been force fed to us since birth. Through t.v. radio, music and our fellow humans... The will to succeed isn't worth it.
I do not want to be apart of that anymore... Today I am reborn... Today, I will... For years i have been bitching about my weight, tried diets only to fail... Because i set myself up to do so. But Today I will succeed... I am starting a diet. I am going to loose 20 - 30 pounds in the next month... It can be done, I have looked it up. I will do it... No more failure, I'm sick of it... I'm sick of failing and feeling like shit. This is a new Seth I will finish what I started, I will accomplish my goals. I will no longer lack the will. The me... The Seth that i once was... is now dead... It's time for change. Failure is not an option anymore... Not for me.