confession in the heat of battle

[xlevi777]

xlevi777: i will never be happy with anything
xlevi777: because i hate me
xlevi777: and that makes it impossible
xlevi777: i love to hurt
xlevi777: i love tattoos piercings scars
xlevi777: i love to get burned at work
xlevi777: i love chopping off fingers
xlevi777: i would rather be like i am
xlevi777: than be doped up and happy
xlevi777: i cant be happy
xlevi777: i don’t like it that way
xlevi777: its so effin dull