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22
2006
the good die young
the lucky die young
yes, there are times
when i think to myself,
late in the night
in front of a tv too bright,
mabey those who die young
have gotten off light.
no evil things brought
into there virgin sight.
spared from the cruelties
of a bitter life
releived from the pain
if every day strife.
those who were taken
early in there life
im excited about the beach
ive decided on the tatoos
9-2-06
i feel a little better. im not really sure what it is. it maybe leftovers from lastnight high, but i boubt that. infact i would expect the day after to be quite the opposite, filled with nausea and sore musscles. it may also be because i am regaining a little hope. hope of a new job and possibilities of school next year. ive noticed that girl, ive had a crush on since i layed eyes on her, notice me. im feeling better because ive come to terms with old mistakes and cutting the drag. i think mostly the reason im feeling so much better is because i had a deep and restful sleep last night. i can not control the future. i can not change the past. th only control i have is over my self in the present.
-ICONOCLAST
the brain in my skull
im going crazy, im out of my mind
cray out of my mind
id like to remove the brain in my skull
blow the brain out of my skull
you know ive made a few bad decisions
and im no longer in control
spinning out of control
my heads gotten too big
i thought i was invincible
ten foot tall and bullet proof
a hill worn by the breez
fallen to a gentle rain
the little things collect
and ive lost control
im spinning out of control im crazy out of my mind
i think ill remove it from my skull
blow it out of my skull
-TANTALUS
22
2006
the good die young
the lucky die young
yes, there are times
when i think to myself,
late in the night
in front of a tv too bright,
mabey those who die young
have gotten off light.
no evil things brought
into there virgin sight.
spared from the cruelties
of a bitter life
releived from the pain
if every day strife.
those who were taken
early in there life
im excited about the beach
ive decided on the tatoos
9-2-06
i feel a little better. im not really sure what it is. it maybe leftovers from lastnight high, but i boubt that. infact i would expect the day after to be quite the opposite, filled with nausea and sore musscles. it may also be because i am regaining a little hope. hope of a new job and possibilities of school next year. ive noticed that girl, ive had a crush on since i layed eyes on her, notice me. im feeling better because ive come to terms with old mistakes and cutting the drag. i think mostly the reason im feeling so much better is because i had a deep and restful sleep last night. i can not control the future. i can not change the past. th only control i have is over my self in the present.
-ICONOCLAST
the brain in my skull
im going crazy, im out of my mind
cray out of my mind
id like to remove the brain in my skull
blow the brain out of my skull
you know ive made a few bad decisions
and im no longer in control
spinning out of control
my heads gotten too big
i thought i was invincible
ten foot tall and bullet proof
a hill worn by the breez
fallen to a gentle rain
the little things collect
and ive lost control
im spinning out of control im crazy out of my mind
i think ill remove it from my skull
blow it out of my skull
-TANTALUS