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i guess today it really hit me that candace is gone. this is the first time i think ive actually been really sad about something in a long time. she was my best friend, no matter how big of a fight we had she always believed in me, and had faith that i was going to succeed. she was the kind of friend that you dont find very often. i could lean on her and she leaned on me, but now, its like, i dont have anyone to lean on and it sucks. but its my own fault i guess, after i started school we just grew apart and its my fault, i could have went and saw her, it was up to me to keep the friendship going and i didnt, and now shes gone.
ive learned though, there are people out there..that pretend they are your friends, they find out things about you, and then they use them against you. with these people, you never figure them out until its too late, until theyve sucked all the confidence out of you, and try to steal your identity.
why do i always befriend those kinds of people? i miss candace. i just wish i could talk to her and tell her that im sorry and that i miss her. i just want things to go back to the way they were.
ive learned though, there are people out there..that pretend they are your friends, they find out things about you, and then they use them against you. with these people, you never figure them out until its too late, until theyve sucked all the confidence out of you, and try to steal your identity.
why do i always befriend those kinds of people? i miss candace. i just wish i could talk to her and tell her that im sorry and that i miss her. i just want things to go back to the way they were.