and i'm sleeping in your living room but we don't have much room to live
so much is going on and i really miss nick.
my mommi left today..
she wont be home till sunday. she left because she cant deal with the family anymore.. (aunt and uncle) she says no one understands, but i do. she says she knows but it isnt enough... :/ she told me she didnt feel like staying home all day tomorrow by herself because we have a party and she wasnt going cause certain people would be there. i hate this. i wish everyone could stop being so fucking immature. i miss my mommi and she left all people of two fucking people, my aunt and uncle. they always pick on her and make fun of her for anything that they can.. same with me. my mommi wanted to take me with her. my dad said i wasnt allowed to go because of the party. well just fuck everyone..
i wanted to cut so bad.. partially because my mommi's gome and i miss her. and part of me wants to because me and cossondre are argueing.. its really bothering me. me and her have grown apart i guess you could say. it sucks.
i miss leah.. i havent talked to her in a while. (sad face)
i want nick to come back home, i really miss him.. (sad face, again). im pretty sure hes coming over sunday. hopefully he is. im so grateful to have nick. hes the best. :)
(im loving the new layout.. david made it.. thank you david!!!)
my mommi left today..
she wont be home till sunday. she left because she cant deal with the family anymore.. (aunt and uncle) she says no one understands, but i do. she says she knows but it isnt enough... :/ she told me she didnt feel like staying home all day tomorrow by herself because we have a party and she wasnt going cause certain people would be there. i hate this. i wish everyone could stop being so fucking immature. i miss my mommi and she left all people of two fucking people, my aunt and uncle. they always pick on her and make fun of her for anything that they can.. same with me. my mommi wanted to take me with her. my dad said i wasnt allowed to go because of the party. well just fuck everyone..
i wanted to cut so bad.. partially because my mommi's gome and i miss her. and part of me wants to because me and cossondre are argueing.. its really bothering me. me and her have grown apart i guess you could say. it sucks.
i miss leah.. i havent talked to her in a while. (sad face)
i want nick to come back home, i really miss him.. (sad face, again). im pretty sure hes coming over sunday. hopefully he is. im so grateful to have nick. hes the best. :)
(im loving the new layout.. david made it.. thank you david!!!)