Feb 17, 2006 00:26
i hate that i can't ever be 100% completely happy....
tyler has a new g/f.... im over him but at times i do get upset like tonight when i called him and she answered and got an attitude. ummm bad idea girl.
my job sucks i don't get paid enough.
living at home is a drag. i hate it. i miss my old apt.
someone is stuck in my mind and its eating me alive. from nov-feb of 04/05 i was really into someone. and i still am to this day. i think more then ever. a part of me knows to just let go. it will never work out. but i can't just let go.
i hate falling asleep at night alone. i hate feeling this bottomless pit of sadness. i should be happy with just myself. i should work on that.