Nov 17, 2005 06:03
To write down in words of what i feel is like everyone elses.
Ive been living a the hospital the pass few days. I'm very happy Matt and Zach are going to be okay.
Nate, he was my best friend. The one who knew me better then anyone in the world. He knew me better then myself. He once said a couple weeks before he passed away that i was his best friend, i was the only one that cared about him, and he would die for me. Well i can say i would die for him right now.
Its so shocking and so heartbreaking it kills me. I cant stop crying or going completely crazy. I just want him back.
I type these words with tears on my keys and my fingers shaking praying that this is all a dream or there was a mistake. I truly can't believe my best friend is gone.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!