ITs BeeN aWHile
its been a good 2 weeks since i wrote in here...i thought i would catch you all up. well last i wrote i was having those rumor issues with the whole me cheating on sass thing. well, those all cleared up and people came to their senses and finall realized i wouldn't do that! i also am now playing softball for ehs. yep didn't think that would happen but it did. lets hope i don't get sick of it :(. i will be really dissapointed in myself. sass leaves on tuesday thats 6 days people...im going to miss him. i think i have just spent too much time with him this past month. its like we haven't given each other enough space, and thats caused me to get kinda grouchy. i feel really bad about that, its not that i don't like him anymore, its just that i need to have "kayla time" every once in awhile. but i guess its good we are spending as much time as we can before hes leaves. he wants me to come out and see him this summer but to be quite honest i can't afford that. i keep telling him that but hes just like "we'll figure something out" and he offers to pay half but i don't want to have him pay for it. i don't like it when guys pay for stuff. some stuff is ok i guess but i feel guilty. people say its the thing guys do, to pay for stuff, but i dunno i guess the way i look at it is, if i can afford it then im not gonna make anyone else pay for it. so anyways, friday night...whats the plan girls?? is everything still on?? let me know, hopefully i wil be feeling better by then! i hate being sick! im gonna get going, im sitting in my TOWEL and its not to comfy! bye