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Hmm what what!! awesOme night. i loOveeed it. i gOt tO see evereyOneee. nd i gOt tO drink. this trip was amazing, and i dOnt knOw what i wOuld dO withhOut any Of yOu.
Brent*baby i dOnt knOw whered id be withOut yOu, yOur amazing, even after everything that happened i can still always knOw yOu will be there fOr me. yOu and ricky are like my big brOthers...haha cassidy eww yOud kiss yOur brOther....but yOu knOw what i mean. thanks for teaaching me to ride a bike when i was six lOl and thanks for helping me destrOy the fuck Outta my cast. yOu are the besterest friend anyOne cOuld ever ask fOr. yOu can always make me laugh!!! i cant wait till next yearr. i absOffuckinlutly loOve you! im gunna miss ya times 982374283.
Ricky*my bOy, my prOfessional, my first friend EVER. sO many fuckin memOries dude. what the fuck have yOu become, all tOugh hard guy, FOX mOtha fuckerrr haha prOfessionals yOu did it babe im sO prOud Of yOu. just be careful i wanna watch yOu in liek five years so dOnt fuck yOurself over brO, yOu deserve every Ounce Of "fame". yOur the greatest guy in the wOrld and thanks fOr all the talks, if rudy ever mOves i think im gOing tO kill myself. i still cant believe how this all wOrked Out tell yOur mom i loOve her. yOur One Oof my Only true friends and id be sO lOst withOut yOu, we've been thrOugh sO much and i loOve yOu for that. i cant wait till OctOber baby, Oh ya thanks fOr taking care Of me all the time hehe sOber and straigh.. im going to miss ya soo much baby. i absOfuckinlutly loOve yOuu bOy.
cassidy*nO darling you take the lid Off befOre yOu drink it. your sO silly. and sO beautiful im glad i met you. im never picking yOu up frOm wOrk again thOugh dude, "umm hOw Old are yOu i mean 16 year Olds have 12 cerfew fOr driving and yOu loOk 14 yOu sure yOu have a licence." fuck i was scared. hOpe tO see yOu next year. calll me!
my jesse baby* my quiet shy lil jesse whO always knOws everything, bOy yOur sO cuteee. and yOu always help me with my "prOblems" back hOme. i Owe ya kiddO. thanks fOr everything. i loOvee yOu soO damn much.
^^damn i soO wish i cOuld take them all hOme with me, they are soO fuckin coOl. i loOveeed this trip. Me and Cassidy made a funn times list:: nOt that nyone cares...haha
-dirtbke riding
-drinking
-dirtbike riding while drinking
-falling Off dirtbike
-hOspital at 3ooAM
-ripping cast Off with plyers a saw nd brents teeth
-backing truck intO pOle
-cassidys wOrk
-rudys garage!
-the mall
-flagstaff
-sleeping in the back Of a fuckin truck
-you Open first moron
-22
-yOud kiss your brOther
-hating Cassidy wen I first gOt here..sOrry babe
-sneaking Out
-sneaking in
-walking Out
-dad calling and brent answering while being trashed..(One Of my tOp favs cOnsidering im nOt allOwed tO see brent anymOre)
-the talk with my aunt
-umm breaking my light
damn I dOn’t even knOw wut elsee. I loOve yOu guys thOugh! Have fun the rest Of the summer withOut me =(
i was thinking tOday...like he considers us "tOgether" and its cute cuz i didnt have tO say anything thats just wut he says, and i mean i dOnt cOmplain, and its a goOd thing but i dOnt understand all we have dOone is hug and im realllly glad..but fOr sum reason im afraid tO kiss him...i have never ever been afraid tO kiss a bOy. i mean why nOw, why am i all of the sudden scared. i love him sO just dOnt get it...am i crazy???
my baby called me today...i was soOooOo excited, he was being sO cute toO. sOo i guess i fOrgive him, but fuck he cant keep putting me thrOugh this emOtional rOllercOaster bullshit. and i really hOnestly dO loOve him, and fOr Once i really dO knOw what it feels like tO be loOved. thanks fOr everything and im soOooO sOrry. i cant wait tO see yOu tOmOrrOw. <33
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