ill smile, and you'll wave .. we'll pretend its okay ...

[xletmekissyoux]

this charade, it wont last.. when she's gone, i wont come back..
life sucks
you know, it just kinda does
i havent held down food since tuesday
uhhh .. that cant be healthy
estas impresanda?
no.. im not pregnant
but thank you for asking

i guess me and shan kinda squared stuff away
thats good
one less thing to worry about
and one more good friend
always a plus

work is getting so stressful
i seriouly dont think that i can handle it anymore
its like not enough hours
and theres the physical thing..
my hip still isnt in place
and my wrists are hurting
boo hoo stop bitching

also you know the tom thing
it seriously pisses me off
that he can flirt with me still
and fuck jenn every damn night
and LOVE her.
how can he love her?
what is so great about these dumb blondes!
someone better answer me that
cuz im so sick of getting left for them

school is sucking
im planning on having tons of fun
with that 15 page research paper

oh what a wonderful life...
the end.