Happy FUCKING thanksgiving....

[xlet_me_bleedx]

Today was one of the worst days of my life....Today I lost the best girl I ever had. My dog died...what a nice fucking thanksgiving. I have had my dog since she was puppy 13yrs ago and now she is gone. I laid with her for a while and comforted her while I watched her stop breathing. This is just the way I wanted to spend my day....watching my fucking dog die. Not to mention I have been at the emotional end lately now I have this shit to deal with...Yup my life is going up I can feel it.

I dont think I have cried this much in a long time...this fucking sucks cause I cant stop.......all I can think about is her not being here with me anymore.....FUCK EVERYTHING!!