I dont get it
Why is it that every time I try to do something for me its has to blow up in my face. I thought maybe for once that things were gonna work out. Yeah but of course not thats unheard of for me. All I need is a fucking godamn co signer for school thats all I want right now. So I can go to school and do something with my life and not feel like a piece of shit all the time. But instead I am just gonna end up a fucking failure and be working shitty jobs the rest of my life and be alone and miserable. I mean why should anything change I am doing a great job at it now.