Mar 25, 2005 17:14
I dont know things are ok I guess. Went to Walmart today to get new tires and did some serious people watching. I had nothing else to do and had to kill an hour and a half. Its funny how people get so bent out of shape over little shit. This one guy was pissed cause he brought his car that had a million miles on it that he bought from some to get the oil changed and since he did the oil has been leaking. Instead of acting like a civil human he was all like well I am calling my lawyer. Are you fucking kidding me!! You paid like 15 bucks for an oil change and now you are gonna involve a lawyer. People are unreal. I feel like when I am out in public alone that people dont see me. Like I blend right in and no one notices me I guess I dont feel important enough to stand out to anyone or maybe its that I dont care enough to stand out. I dont know I just have this weird feeling towards people that I dont know like its almost like I am numb to whats going on around me. Maybe I am just paranoid or out of my mind. I just find it hard to go out in public places alone not that I am scared just that I cant stand people in general.
On a side not from my intense paranoia I am working next week from 8am to midnight on Monday then 3pm to midnight the rest of the week. Gonna be intense.