heartaches hidden with fear, filled with sucides
been really depressed more then usual and im sick of it im tired of crying in school like a moron and im sick of this stupid drama, I hate this place so fucking much..im tired of it. I called from school 3 times for someone to get me. And no my dad laughed at me cause he is an asshole and doesn't get anything. And I cannot take my house anymore. today and yesterday I basically just drew hearts bleeding with knives through them quite fun, and listened to music and I just wrote songs in class, that is all I do, or my head is down and I can't pay attenion. sorry for complaining I just don't no what to do anymore, there is nothing else to do. Thanks guys if you were there for me today because I sure needed it. well also i hate myself still, I miss meghan, so this is just sucky. Meghan I love you
nikki you are the best, and I don't know what I would do without you..I love you hunny and thanks for being here for me
im mad cause I could of hung out with eric tommorrow but I can't because of my mother is a butthole and chooses tommorrow to go get drunk with her friend wow, I love my family. but I love eric so we'll probably hang out this weekend, and I hope that my cyber darling (which is eric) can pick me up. He made me laugh today, a lot..he always does. I needed it.
all I do is complain, I need to shut up.
______You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
Sometimes I just want to know what
it's like to be you We're making out
inside crashed cars We're sleeping
through all our memories I used to
waste my time dreaming of being alive
(((now I only waste it dreaming of you)))
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
All of our moves make up for the silence
nikki you are the best, and I don't know what I would do without you..I love you hunny and thanks for being here for me
im mad cause I could of hung out with eric tommorrow but I can't because of my mother is a butthole and chooses tommorrow to go get drunk with her friend wow, I love my family. but I love eric so we'll probably hang out this weekend, and I hope that my cyber darling (which is eric) can pick me up. He made me laugh today, a lot..he always does. I needed it.
all I do is complain, I need to shut up.
______You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
Sometimes I just want to know what
it's like to be you We're making out
inside crashed cars We're sleeping
through all our memories I used to
waste my time dreaming of being alive
(((now I only waste it dreaming of you)))
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
All of our moves make up for the silence