when your gone my world is r i p p e d apart...and I hate that feeling

[xlet_it_bleedx7]

Tommorrow is the show and im so fuckin happy. It was a really bad day today after gym in the cafe. but I am just so excited and im happy im going with the one and only meghan. I miss her, and were going to have some "bonding" time lol. Sorry about slapping your ass you know you liked it. So today alicia and gabby and I walked around during gym, and jeff came out of his class and I followed him into the boys bathroom it was fun, he wanted me to get out, so don't worry kids nothing happened. He makes me feel so much better, and im just happy when im with him. After that we went back in to the cafe and sat with joe and jimmy. I think I scared joe again cause definatly scared me, but I was laughing a lot. I was pissed all day and people were really annoying me. Sammi and me were in a fight, but were okay again. I hate fighting its so stupid. Went to study hall for a little bit, and Jeremy was singing a vagina song to meghan, it scared me. I had a lot of tests today, I am so sick of school. I stayed after for math then I came home and fell asleep till 8:30, so now im hyper and I still need to pack for meghans, cause im sleeping over her house tommorrow. ahh, I keep thinking about the show im so excited, She better not ditch me, because I will kill her. Im gonna go take a tylenol PM and try to go to sleep cause im gonna need it tommorrow. Geoff give me the money tommorrow, and meghan and I will get you a nice shirt. Carly i'll bring the book too calm down lol

We can fake it for the airwaves
Force our smiles, baby, half dead
From comparing myself to everyone
else around me

please put the doctor on the phone
because I'm not making any sense
blame everyone but me for this mess
And my back has been breaking from
this

heavy heart

we never seemed so far I'm hopelessly
hopeful, that you're just hopeless
enough But we never had it at all...