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so..no matter how hard i try or whatever i do..i can't stop thinking about HIM
i don't know what to do anymore..no matter what, everything comes back to him and i don't know why
part of me has a feeling i'm never gonna see him again, another part..an overpowering part says wait for him, he'll come around
i'm so lost and i don't know which part of me is right
i mean last night, all my dreams were about him. the whole dream was centered around him and i..and it wasn't like a short dream but it was like a whole vision that started as soon as i closed my eyes to go to sleep and ended when i opened my eyes to wake up
well..i guess for now that's the only place i'll see him is in my dreams..
i wish you could communicate with people through dreams..like in the one movie i saw..this lady had cancer and was dying and didn't want to tell her kids and her youngest son was curious about her absence and she'd tell him not to worry, that he'd see her in his dreams and they could go to anyplace he wanted for a date...i thought that would be so great if that was real..
*sigh*
i don't know what to do anymore..no matter what, everything comes back to him and i don't know why
part of me has a feeling i'm never gonna see him again, another part..an overpowering part says wait for him, he'll come around
i'm so lost and i don't know which part of me is right
i mean last night, all my dreams were about him. the whole dream was centered around him and i..and it wasn't like a short dream but it was like a whole vision that started as soon as i closed my eyes to go to sleep and ended when i opened my eyes to wake up
well..i guess for now that's the only place i'll see him is in my dreams..
i wish you could communicate with people through dreams..like in the one movie i saw..this lady had cancer and was dying and didn't want to tell her kids and her youngest son was curious about her absence and she'd tell him not to worry, that he'd see her in his dreams and they could go to anyplace he wanted for a date...i thought that would be so great if that was real..
*sigh*