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Life was so much easier when our biggest worry was the monster under our bed.
Man, I am SO sick of working and of the people I work with except for Ted. He is the one person at my job who never gets on my nerves. We ate our lunch together Monday and we talked about everything from family, to college, to our recent vacations, guys, and my prom pictures and it was GREAT :) Our usual cashier, Betty, is out for who knows how long because she got hurt. So I have to cover her hours because no one else will. For 2 weeks (one week down, one to go) im working a minimum of 10a-7p (sometimes i come in at 6a or 7a and stay till 7p) and i just want a day off. I leave for Alaska in 2 1/2 weeks and i'll be gone for close to 2 weeks and I cannot wait to get out of here. I really haven't done anything since summer started except for work which really sucks but Ted needs me so whatever.
The other day I met Tracy at mamas for pizza and she was running late so I just sat on the benches outside. This guy came up and sat on the bench across from me and after a few minutes he just randomly started talking to me and asked me how my day was. I told him it was okay and he asked if I had had a day that was worse than today. I said yes and he said then it looks like I was doing pretty good. I guess from that perspective things aren't going so bad because I've definitely gone through worse times and im sure there are worse things i'll have to get through. We talked for about 10 minutes about college, how he was a military brat and he's moved all over and he's going back to college and whatnot. He was just a really nice person to talk to so that made my day.
Its about being prepared to lose what you have for what you might get, or what you might be. Its about letting go.
this is really getting on my nerves
Jimmy Eat World~Kill
Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I want to go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will
Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance?
Or only one way that it was always meant to be
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away
I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmeiser song goes
It's just like being alone
Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means
You kill me, you've got some nerve,
but can't face your mistakes
I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away
So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Got to take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
So much regret
I know what you want to say
I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you, and I should have said it
But tell me just what has it ever meant
I can't help it baby, this is who I am
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel
You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away
Man, I am SO sick of working and of the people I work with except for Ted. He is the one person at my job who never gets on my nerves. We ate our lunch together Monday and we talked about everything from family, to college, to our recent vacations, guys, and my prom pictures and it was GREAT :) Our usual cashier, Betty, is out for who knows how long because she got hurt. So I have to cover her hours because no one else will. For 2 weeks (one week down, one to go) im working a minimum of 10a-7p (sometimes i come in at 6a or 7a and stay till 7p) and i just want a day off. I leave for Alaska in 2 1/2 weeks and i'll be gone for close to 2 weeks and I cannot wait to get out of here. I really haven't done anything since summer started except for work which really sucks but Ted needs me so whatever.
The other day I met Tracy at mamas for pizza and she was running late so I just sat on the benches outside. This guy came up and sat on the bench across from me and after a few minutes he just randomly started talking to me and asked me how my day was. I told him it was okay and he asked if I had had a day that was worse than today. I said yes and he said then it looks like I was doing pretty good. I guess from that perspective things aren't going so bad because I've definitely gone through worse times and im sure there are worse things i'll have to get through. We talked for about 10 minutes about college, how he was a military brat and he's moved all over and he's going back to college and whatnot. He was just a really nice person to talk to so that made my day.
Its about being prepared to lose what you have for what you might get, or what you might be. Its about letting go.
this is really getting on my nerves
Jimmy Eat World~Kill
Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I want to go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will
Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance?
Or only one way that it was always meant to be
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away
I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmeiser song goes
It's just like being alone
Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means
You kill me, you've got some nerve,
but can't face your mistakes
I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away
So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Got to take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
So much regret
I know what you want to say
I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you, and I should have said it
But tell me just what has it ever meant
I can't help it baby, this is who I am
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel
You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away