Hit me like a hurricane
why are people so complicated? Theres so much to know and think about when it comes to the human brain and body it can make a person go crazy! I dont understand it. You can talk to a person about abosoultley nothing and think wow this is terrific or you can spend all you time fighting. Theres to much damn drama in the world. I think some people wake up in the morning thinking Why dont we just stir up some more drama today?! I wish I had no emotions sometimes. I just want someone who completly understands me I don't have to even open my mouth and they know how I feel. I always figured there was someone out there for everyone. Not a lover person, but a best friend person. Whether its opposite sex or same sex it doesn't matter. I just always thought there was someone out there who could completely understand one another. I know its silly but theres a chance. I thought i foundt that person once. He was great to talk to. I could actually talk to him on the phone and for hours! I HATE TALKING ON THE PHONE! We would talk about abosoultly nothing which was the best part. And sometimes we would talk about real life and situations. But when i talked to him i had the funnest time. He could make me laugh and it was fake and I didn't have a fake smile either. But I guess all great things come to an end. I guess i spoiled it when i had a crush on him. Yea i know im dumb ( I don't still have that crush lol) But i mean if i could get it back i would in a heartbeat. I just want someone to talk be able to call and 3 am and i know they will pick up the phone and listen to what i have to say. Cause i know i would do the same for anyone who was willing. But don't you ever feel like no one actually wants to hear your problems? Like their really isn't anyone who cares? Welcome to my world. No one has ever really listened to what i have to say or knows the story of my life. Im sure i would bore them to death with the story but no one has ever actually tried. I mean people know bits and pieces but nothing more. I guess im just not ment to have a BEST friend that i can say what ever i want and i know that they will listen. I always listen to other peoples problems and i know i dont like to be helped but i just want someone to listen that i can say anything to. will you be my someone?! please?
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