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my life seems to be falling apart.
im constantly crying about something. i feel absolutely crazy. i feel like i only have 3 people in my life that care about me. 3 girls. i never really liked girls. i never really hung out with girls.
but now, it seems that the only people i can think of that give a shit, is chicks.
im bitter. its true. im very bitter with life.
one of those people who care about me, i resent. i resent for taking one of the ones that use to away. i know it wasnt her who took him away. but to me, right now. thats all that makes sense. im hurt. im hurt mostly because of you.
i use to say, you're the boy whose treated me the best out of ANY SINGLE BOY ive ever met. and you were never even a boyfriend then. at this point. you're the boy who has hurt the most. ive cried over the most.
ive hurt you too. alot. i know it might be my fault you're like this to me. but still, just let me go if you can't let yourself get close to me again. cause im dying.
i feel like im emotionally dead.
im constantly crying about something. i feel absolutely crazy. i feel like i only have 3 people in my life that care about me. 3 girls. i never really liked girls. i never really hung out with girls.
but now, it seems that the only people i can think of that give a shit, is chicks.
im bitter. its true. im very bitter with life.
one of those people who care about me, i resent. i resent for taking one of the ones that use to away. i know it wasnt her who took him away. but to me, right now. thats all that makes sense. im hurt. im hurt mostly because of you.
i use to say, you're the boy whose treated me the best out of ANY SINGLE BOY ive ever met. and you were never even a boyfriend then. at this point. you're the boy who has hurt the most. ive cried over the most.
ive hurt you too. alot. i know it might be my fault you're like this to me. but still, just let me go if you can't let yourself get close to me again. cause im dying.
i feel like im emotionally dead.