If I Cut Off Your Arms And I Cut Off Your Legs Would You Still Love Me Anyways?
so the past couple of days have been quite grand, boring but grand just the same, yesterday velvet came over before she had to go to work and my mom kept trying to get me to do things so i would have to put pants on, but i just did everything in my boxers since i knew i was just going to fall back asleep, and when she left i finally go to lay back down and i failed since i was supposed to keep velvet from falling asleep. it was actually quite enjoyable, we just slept for like an hour or so. then after she went to work i went to kendras, that was alright, we went to get shanes oil changed and we went to guitar center. shane and kendra wanted to hear me play the bass, and of course since i was playing infront of people i got rrreeeaaallyyy nervous and sucked. but shane told me he was impressed and wants me to be in his band, i think he was just saying that to make me feel better about sucking but i guess he was serious. there have only been two times that i havent been nervous to play for some one, and those two people were sara and velvet, when i played for sara i actually did well though. tonight was pretty fun, i had a couple shots and drank a couple beers, i wanted velvet to be here, but she didnt, thats okay though, i get to see her tomorrow, mary fuckin numair came over though, shes awesome, she brought more beer, and she got jaseik to stop talking about religion, then she updated me on whats going on with her, we havent been able to hang out since graduation, and that was only for like 2 or 3 minutes before it started. wow, its already 3:22 and im sobering up. the gold strike is gone, velvet said she was going to drink it with me but now she cant. but on the other hand it brought xandra and travis closer together, they were talking all night long, i was very happy for them, so happy infact that i left the party for like an hour to go hang out with velvet and kelsey and steve and their friends, i think i have new bug bites from that though, but i have to go to sleep now so i wont fall asleep while velvet is here again.