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i'm finally done with testing, thank goodness. i'm about sick of it haha.
tomorrow's friday, thank goodness for that too actually :)
i came home into the middle of my parents bible study class
and they were talking about who they wanted to pray for,
and it brought up something crazy.
one of my parents friends said his dad called him and said he has a feeling he won't make it to his next birthday.
and they started saying how they think older people get tired, and they just know. they just know when it's their time.
and i remember my dad bringing home my grandma's stuff after she passed,
and there was a voicemail saved on her phone.
her sister called, and she didn't make to the phone in time, so it recorded their conversation
and my grandma's sister said "jenny you don't sound too good"
and my grandma said she knew, she didn't know what was going on, but she didn't want to dig her grave yet
and three weeks later she died.
it was eerie, but i think they do know.
anyways, aside from that the biggest high in my life can be summed up in my away message,
Auto response from via jessica: christopher michael, listen up because i'm not keeping this up for long. i'm usually not like this, to pour it all out via away message, but.. you seriously mean so much to me. and believe me when i say you've held my heart for 3 years. you're every single thing i'm not, and everything i never knew i needed. you keep me grounded, and i'm so thankful for that. i'm not the type of girl that needs someone, but i need you. and i'm not the type of girl that believes in young love but i believe in you. i hope you understand that when i don't say i love you, it doesn't mean i don't. i do, in some way i'm sure. but i believe love is something more than the high school 'i love you' 'i love you too' thing. i hope you remember that every smile i wear to sleep at night, it's because of you. i don't know what's going to happen 5 years from now i don't know where i'll be 5 months from now, but i know i want to be there with you.<3
tomorrow's friday, thank goodness for that too actually :)
i came home into the middle of my parents bible study class
and they were talking about who they wanted to pray for,
and it brought up something crazy.
one of my parents friends said his dad called him and said he has a feeling he won't make it to his next birthday.
and they started saying how they think older people get tired, and they just know. they just know when it's their time.
and i remember my dad bringing home my grandma's stuff after she passed,
and there was a voicemail saved on her phone.
her sister called, and she didn't make to the phone in time, so it recorded their conversation
and my grandma's sister said "jenny you don't sound too good"
and my grandma said she knew, she didn't know what was going on, but she didn't want to dig her grave yet
and three weeks later she died.
it was eerie, but i think they do know.
anyways, aside from that the biggest high in my life can be summed up in my away message,
Auto response from via jessica: christopher michael, listen up because i'm not keeping this up for long. i'm usually not like this, to pour it all out via away message, but.. you seriously mean so much to me. and believe me when i say you've held my heart for 3 years. you're every single thing i'm not, and everything i never knew i needed. you keep me grounded, and i'm so thankful for that. i'm not the type of girl that needs someone, but i need you. and i'm not the type of girl that believes in young love but i believe in you. i hope you understand that when i don't say i love you, it doesn't mean i don't. i do, in some way i'm sure. but i believe love is something more than the high school 'i love you' 'i love you too' thing. i hope you remember that every smile i wear to sleep at night, it's because of you. i don't know what's going to happen 5 years from now i don't know where i'll be 5 months from now, but i know i want to be there with you.<3