don't shut people out
I'm not sure what's going on. It just seems like everything is falling apart... my relationships with people and even the relationships around me. I'm not really finding happiness in anything anymore. It kinda scares me. I feel so lost. I know you shouldn't dwell on the past but it's just hard. I'm not making any sense. No one knows what's going on in my head. I'm really good at shutting people out of my life and it's so stupid. I don't know why I do it. I thought things were going to change once I got back from AZ and they have.. I've just changed back to my old self.. back to when I didn't do anything and I shut my friends out. I know it's this whole distance thing that is causing me to be so... pathetic. i gotta go.